sing and dance like no one is watching...they aren't
I'm happy again. I feel free and easy. it's amazing. yes, i'm still sick, but i'm calm. I think i'm finding a peace is finally dealing with the fact that I cna't be mad at my boby. it is not seperate from me. Just letting myself go shit happenes has made me so happy. This sounds weird but tonight I was with friends and I was in physical agony the whole time. Instead of getting angry and upset and waisting energy I just said ok. Pain is for now. but i'm ok. IT WORKED. I had a good time. I still hurt but I didn't waste my energy. So i'm actually happy again.