i'm sick of it
I'm really sick of being sick. I vomit half of what i eat. Today was a bad day. i didn't keep anything down at all. I'm weak. I pass out all the time. I keep hurting myself when that happens too. i'm in pain all the time. By body just hurts. I shake. I can't hold anything for any length of time becasue of it. I don't sleep. This is no way to live. I know it could be worse, it HAS been worse, but i've been doing this for 3 months now. The doctors can't find it. They know it's there. Up next: full body MRI. We are just guessing still. I have too many symptons. I try to stay stong, but seriously with no direction to point to it's hard. I can't fight if I don't know what i'm fighting. I'm trying. I just need to get better.