Starting time: 3:06. Finished 4:51.... lameee
Ahem. Why, hello there. Now I know that not very many of you lovely people out there read this, but you know what? I don't care! =)
So why am I up at such an hour, on a SCHOOL night? Well my friend, it's because I have this lovely back problem, that likes to kick my ass!! As well as these headaches that like to eat away at my brain. Man it feels AWESOME....NOT!! Not to mention, my massage therapy teacher is not teaching us any type of warm up/streching skills for the therapist, Soo, my wrists are starting to hurt, and as a new student to all of this, I dont know why, or what I'm doing wrong if anything. Ugh, anywho. But, this is why I'm still awake.
School is blah yeah whatever... school. I mean my accounting class is just kinda like *shrugs* ok, so i read this text book, and fill out these forms. Yeah, it is getting harder, but pfft just a class. Government can kiss my ass, and my english teacher freakin rocks the world. Massage therapy class... don't even get me started. Why I decided to take this class with kids that are still in highschool, is beyond my understanding. I'm getting sick and tired of everyone complaing about the same bull shit every damn day. You chose to take the class dumb asses shut your fucking mouths. Good grief. I mean how many times can one complain about learning anatomy and physiology? They seriously thing massage is just "rubbing someone" and then, "tada, you're all better, shit out 100$ please!!" Ugh!! HOW ANNOYING! I feel so bad for my poor teacher, but he seriously is just this old dude, very intellegent old dude however, that drags on with a concept forever because he has some ridiculous analogy, or some story to go along with the concept, or some historical fact. Can anyone say, "pillow and blanket please?" I love the dude to pieces, but there needs to be a line drawn. He just wants us to know everything, because he cares. Ugh I could go on for pages about how annoyed I am with the things going on in the class. But, on the up-side, I may be President or Secretary of the class.
Hmm, I really want to just graduate and get things going. To me, high school is a joke. I had this conversation with Blake last night. And my english teacher a few days ago. But high school seems to be the place where teenagers are "finding out who they are" and college is a place to exceed in that newly found unique and personal area in your life. (Or blow it away on sex, drugs, and alcohol. *rolls eyes*) But, I know where I want to go, I know who I am, I know many of my strengths and weaknesses so why can't I just GO! =/ I can't really explain it I guess, basically, LET ME OUT!!!!!!! Let me work my way towards my passion through something that I will work hard with and rewarding, and start a family and get my life on the road. Yes yes, I know, life is nothign to push... but it's something so exciting to me, you are lucky if you fully understand where I'm coming from. I have goals set, I want them acheived. I want my family to see them acheived, and I want them to be able to enjoy my life, a healthy, clean, happy, peaceful, and most of all care-free. The way we should have all experienced life to begin with. Now now, I know life is not perfect, TRUST ME I know, but for my family to enjoy life for once, will be the most amazing and breath-taking, and rewarding thing to experience. They need to know, somehow, that I really am out there, and more than what they think I am.
I know that as a senior, things are "suppose" to be a certain way. At least there is this out look or overall view of the way a senior in high school is suppose to be like. Well according to this "outlook" I am failing miserably at being a senior. Seniors are the big bad asses of the school right? I mean, they run the place. They know all the staff, the know all the high school events, and they all attend the events with all their friends and rule the place. Hmmm.... That's just the jist of the way that the world, in my eyes, makes seniors out to be. They have some sort of responsibility to make all these friends with other seniors, and ultimatly rule the school. Well, I for one, don't have a damn frind at Highland. I mean there is the typical, I went to elementary school with this person so we be tight yo. and then the friends that have been around with you through some crazy times while you've grown up, but I dont talk with those people, and I'm sure as hell not going to go to some football game, or dance, or bonfire, or be in some assembly or group or whatever the case may be with them. =/ Meh, like I can make friends, that is not a problem. But by the time you're a senior, everyone has their lil cliques, and groups and gangs and posse or whatever you want to call it, picked out. They have friends already, and they dont step anywhere close to going outta boundries of that. Oh hell no, they would get their brains blown out, right? *ROLLS EYES!* Ugh, so yeah, high school friend making = lose. We'll see what happens right? It is only September. Bahaha. Yeah so being a senior is not what everyone makes it out to be. I mean unless you're some hardcore party freak, which honestly I don't even know what a party is, so good luck to me! =D
So the big One Eight is coming up. Party streemers everyone! I'll be an adult, and finally offically no longer "jail bait." Yay for me. No, actually I'm only sounding sarcastic because I still lack a job, a car, for Gods sake a PERMIT, UGH, and what I want to do is just move out of the house, with none of the above. Man, my logic rocks. Well... I guess I can *thinks*... buy cigarrets that i don't smoke and go in to naughty sex stores that tickle me to death. Oh well, hopefully I'll be getting a job to basically babysit Wayne's little sister for like 11$ an hour because she's mentally handicapped. Can anyone say, free money? This girl is precious, and a piece of pie to take care of, just sit down and color with her and she's your friend for eternity. But this kid is like, I dont know, I love her.
So i started to write this entry a little after 3, with all of my randomness it's taking me almost 2 hours to complete this entry. Man, I rock. So I leave to go to school in about an hour and a half, give or take a little, and guess how many hours...no minutes of sleep I've gotten? None! Hooray for a long day at school. I've had enough of this back bullshit. So yeah, I know that I dont write in this very much, but hey, what can i say. I know i've missed a LOT of things to talk about but, oh well. Have a lovely day everyone! <3
So why am I up at such an hour, on a SCHOOL night? Well my friend, it's because I have this lovely back problem, that likes to kick my ass!! As well as these headaches that like to eat away at my brain. Man it feels AWESOME....NOT!! Not to mention, my massage therapy teacher is not teaching us any type of warm up/streching skills for the therapist, Soo, my wrists are starting to hurt, and as a new student to all of this, I dont know why, or what I'm doing wrong if anything. Ugh, anywho. But, this is why I'm still awake.
School is blah yeah whatever... school. I mean my accounting class is just kinda like *shrugs* ok, so i read this text book, and fill out these forms. Yeah, it is getting harder, but pfft just a class. Government can kiss my ass, and my english teacher freakin rocks the world. Massage therapy class... don't even get me started. Why I decided to take this class with kids that are still in highschool, is beyond my understanding. I'm getting sick and tired of everyone complaing about the same bull shit every damn day. You chose to take the class dumb asses shut your fucking mouths. Good grief. I mean how many times can one complain about learning anatomy and physiology? They seriously thing massage is just "rubbing someone" and then, "tada, you're all better, shit out 100$ please!!" Ugh!! HOW ANNOYING! I feel so bad for my poor teacher, but he seriously is just this old dude, very intellegent old dude however, that drags on with a concept forever because he has some ridiculous analogy, or some story to go along with the concept, or some historical fact. Can anyone say, "pillow and blanket please?" I love the dude to pieces, but there needs to be a line drawn. He just wants us to know everything, because he cares. Ugh I could go on for pages about how annoyed I am with the things going on in the class. But, on the up-side, I may be President or Secretary of the class.
Hmm, I really want to just graduate and get things going. To me, high school is a joke. I had this conversation with Blake last night. And my english teacher a few days ago. But high school seems to be the place where teenagers are "finding out who they are" and college is a place to exceed in that newly found unique and personal area in your life. (Or blow it away on sex, drugs, and alcohol. *rolls eyes*) But, I know where I want to go, I know who I am, I know many of my strengths and weaknesses so why can't I just GO! =/ I can't really explain it I guess, basically, LET ME OUT!!!!!!! Let me work my way towards my passion through something that I will work hard with and rewarding, and start a family and get my life on the road. Yes yes, I know, life is nothign to push... but it's something so exciting to me, you are lucky if you fully understand where I'm coming from. I have goals set, I want them acheived. I want my family to see them acheived, and I want them to be able to enjoy my life, a healthy, clean, happy, peaceful, and most of all care-free. The way we should have all experienced life to begin with. Now now, I know life is not perfect, TRUST ME I know, but for my family to enjoy life for once, will be the most amazing and breath-taking, and rewarding thing to experience. They need to know, somehow, that I really am out there, and more than what they think I am.
I know that as a senior, things are "suppose" to be a certain way. At least there is this out look or overall view of the way a senior in high school is suppose to be like. Well according to this "outlook" I am failing miserably at being a senior. Seniors are the big bad asses of the school right? I mean, they run the place. They know all the staff, the know all the high school events, and they all attend the events with all their friends and rule the place. Hmmm.... That's just the jist of the way that the world, in my eyes, makes seniors out to be. They have some sort of responsibility to make all these friends with other seniors, and ultimatly rule the school. Well, I for one, don't have a damn frind at Highland. I mean there is the typical, I went to elementary school with this person so we be tight yo. and then the friends that have been around with you through some crazy times while you've grown up, but I dont talk with those people, and I'm sure as hell not going to go to some football game, or dance, or bonfire, or be in some assembly or group or whatever the case may be with them. =/ Meh, like I can make friends, that is not a problem. But by the time you're a senior, everyone has their lil cliques, and groups and gangs and posse or whatever you want to call it, picked out. They have friends already, and they dont step anywhere close to going outta boundries of that. Oh hell no, they would get their brains blown out, right? *ROLLS EYES!* Ugh, so yeah, high school friend making = lose. We'll see what happens right? It is only September. Bahaha. Yeah so being a senior is not what everyone makes it out to be. I mean unless you're some hardcore party freak, which honestly I don't even know what a party is, so good luck to me! =D
So the big One Eight is coming up. Party streemers everyone! I'll be an adult, and finally offically no longer "jail bait." Yay for me. No, actually I'm only sounding sarcastic because I still lack a job, a car, for Gods sake a PERMIT, UGH, and what I want to do is just move out of the house, with none of the above. Man, my logic rocks. Well... I guess I can *thinks*... buy cigarrets that i don't smoke and go in to naughty sex stores that tickle me to death. Oh well, hopefully I'll be getting a job to basically babysit Wayne's little sister for like 11$ an hour because she's mentally handicapped. Can anyone say, free money? This girl is precious, and a piece of pie to take care of, just sit down and color with her and she's your friend for eternity. But this kid is like, I dont know, I love her.
So i started to write this entry a little after 3, with all of my randomness it's taking me almost 2 hours to complete this entry. Man, I rock. So I leave to go to school in about an hour and a half, give or take a little, and guess how many hours...no minutes of sleep I've gotten? None! Hooray for a long day at school. I've had enough of this back bullshit. So yeah, I know that I dont write in this very much, but hey, what can i say. I know i've missed a LOT of things to talk about but, oh well. Have a lovely day everyone! <3