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long day... here's the abridged version.
Debbie, Megan and I got fired. From Disney. As in, we're going home. it took me a while to realize this, but I'm happy about it. well, not HAPPY... but i really wasn't happy here and i missed home too much. i had this nagging feeling that I didn't belong anywhere... it was a whole big thing. and talking to my mom made me realize some other stuff too, but the point is that I'm sorry it happened, but I'm glad to be going home.
and actually, leaving this way is better than just quitting. Sounds weird, but the manager I talked to after my termination said i was very mature, more mature than most 18 year olds :O) and that I handled the situation very well.. so he's going to make a note of it on my record.
oh btw, it was for an alcohol violation... Yes, we broke the rules, but we didn't actually get CAUGHT. it's a long story.
But anyway... quitting would look worse on my record. So now I just have to deal with the fact that I have to pack everything before 4:00 in the afternoon tomorrow, and i HATE packing. i also have a headache, but i think that's from crying a lot and not drinking any water today. I remember the same thing happening during Woolf rehearsals.
so that's the sitch. It sucks, but i didn't really feel connected to this place yet. And something tells me that even if I'd stayed til august, I still wouldn't feel a connection. and I'd be even more miserable. I just want to be home for a while.
Debbie, Megan and I got fired. From Disney. As in, we're going home. it took me a while to realize this, but I'm happy about it. well, not HAPPY... but i really wasn't happy here and i missed home too much. i had this nagging feeling that I didn't belong anywhere... it was a whole big thing. and talking to my mom made me realize some other stuff too, but the point is that I'm sorry it happened, but I'm glad to be going home.
and actually, leaving this way is better than just quitting. Sounds weird, but the manager I talked to after my termination said i was very mature, more mature than most 18 year olds :O) and that I handled the situation very well.. so he's going to make a note of it on my record.
oh btw, it was for an alcohol violation... Yes, we broke the rules, but we didn't actually get CAUGHT. it's a long story.
But anyway... quitting would look worse on my record. So now I just have to deal with the fact that I have to pack everything before 4:00 in the afternoon tomorrow, and i HATE packing. i also have a headache, but i think that's from crying a lot and not drinking any water today. I remember the same thing happening during Woolf rehearsals.
so that's the sitch. It sucks, but i didn't really feel connected to this place yet. And something tells me that even if I'd stayed til august, I still wouldn't feel a connection. and I'd be even more miserable. I just want to be home for a while.