"..so tenderly, I thought I must transmogrify into vapor. It would take a spectroscopicanalysis to locate my molecules in thin air. No possible way of holding him was close enough. Nothing could cure this bad case of gentleness except, perhaps violence; maybe if he swung me by the legs and split my skull on a tree? Would that ease this insane wish to kiss his eyelids' outer corners and temples?; as if I could love up his brain."