bah.

[color_me_nerdy]

i hate hate hate falling in love.
i hate everything that comes with it.
fuck it.
love doesnt do anything but make me neurotic and angry and stupid. and it makes me afraid.
i'm afraid to let people in. so i do it anyway. and i get dicked over, and i get more afraid, and then i try to hurt those that care the most.

i make no sense at all.
i should kill myself or something.