um...ok
so henrissa decided she "needs to let me go". which is fine because i need to let her go too i suppose. there are things people just need to experience for themselves and i cant keep playing the motherly role of trying to educate her about the world. it really sucks because i care a lot about her but i guess "if you love something set them free" and knowing henrissa it wont be that free because shes so hard on herself for no reason but whatever. im still rather confused as to why she came to this conclusion but its ok because i have good friends here at uci and back at home. ill be fine, its been a while since weve been best friends anyways, i mean shes always been one of my closest friends but yeah. im trying really hard to be careful of what i write about the situation because i know sher will read it and i dont want her to take any of it the wrong way and knowing her she would. i just hope thay shje finds someone who will sit and talk to her for hours on end when shes feeling bad because i am honestly scared for her, she blames herself for so much already, and just knowing things about her past that im not going to divulge, im just worried forf her. i know i will be fine, i always am, this is her decision so she should be fine with it. i hope she knows if she wants to be friends again or talk about anything i will always be here, no matter what.
for some reason i think someone in middle earth helped her decide this and that scares me
this is the last thing ill say about the situation because i think she needs to know, despite what you may say, you have changed, and im not the only one that thinks so
p.s. i went to the arc for the 1st time since ive lived here today, lol
for some reason i think someone in middle earth helped her decide this and that scares me
this is the last thing ill say about the situation because i think she needs to know, despite what you may say, you have changed, and im not the only one that thinks so
p.s. i went to the arc for the 1st time since ive lived here today, lol