PJs at midnight
I was in pyjamas by midnight. I am in pyjamas and it is just after midnight My day started ass early. The weebook with 20% battery life remaining, sitting on my bedroom floor in stripedy pyjamas after a day that started at 6:09AM, I ought to be in bed or recapping but I want to squeeze out the last 20% of the battery and capture this moment. On the floor. Buzzing. Happy and frightened at the same time. Yet I am at a loss to begin to describe this moment except to say I am more alive and aware than I have been in years. Perhaps decades. Maybe ever. Mountains now crumble, tears stream, and I will beat back hesitation, doubt, and remorse and set myself to living. Finally.
To my friends - I love you. I feel ashamed I cannot properly express the gratitude I feel for your support, critical thinking, and all out a-maz-ing-ness for loving me all this time. I could not ask for better. Sniff.
To my friends - I love you. I feel ashamed I cannot properly express the gratitude I feel for your support, critical thinking, and all out a-maz-ing-ness for loving me all this time. I could not ask for better. Sniff.