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12:49:50 AM John (colonelinblack): You're up late
12:49:53 AM John (colonelinblack): Um, I think
12:50:04 AM John (colonelinblack): What time is it on Earth.. your part of Earth
12:50:08 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Yeah I am.
12:50:10 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Let me check
12:50:29 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): its almsot 1 am
12:50:32 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): almost even
12:51:00 AM John (colonelinblack): Oh.. what keeps you up?
12:51:11 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I just got home a little while ago
12:51:30 AM John (colonelinblack): From..?
12:52:29 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): New Jersey
12:53:44 AM John (colonelinblack): Oh
12:53:57 AM John (colonelinblack): Why would anyone want to go to New Jersey?
12:54:06 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): .....
12:54:08 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): its hard to explain
12:55:40 AM John (colonelinblack): Try me
12:55:49 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Can this stay between us right now?
12:56:05 AM John (colonelinblack): Of course
12:56:11 AM John (colonelinblack): Who am I going to tell? McKay?
12:56:31 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I saw Sylar
12:56:43 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): wait, did I ever tell you about him?
12:58:12 AM John (colonelinblack): Yeah, brain surgeon guy?
12:59:35 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Yeah
1:00:01 AM John (colonelinblack): Well... you're in one piece I assume
1:00:04 AM John (colonelinblack): So what happened
1:00:16 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): ...He got my power
1:00:31 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Turns out I won't die
1:02:11 AM John (colonelinblack): ... Oh
1:02:17 AM John (colonelinblack): This is bad though
1:02:26 AM John (colonelinblack): Immortal bad guys... not of the good.. right?
1:02:35 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): There are still ways to kill us
1:02:47 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): If something is lodged in our brains and not taken out, we stay dead.
1:03:12 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Or trapping us somewhere
1:04:22 AM John (colonelinblack): ..I see
1:05:42 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I can't explain it all.
1:05:54 AM John (colonelinblack): You don't have to if you don't want
1:05:58 AM John (colonelinblack): Try, that is
1:06:10 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): If I didn't, he would have gone after my family
1:06:24 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I was going to call someone but it was too late by then and they wouldn't have caught him
1:06:32 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): plus...we agreed on an alliance
1:07:20 AM John (colonelinblack): Why did you ally with the bad guy? Didn't anyone teach you not to negotiate with terrorists
1:07:46 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I know
1:07:53 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): You don't think I don't feel horrible
1:07:57 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I know what I did
1:08:36 AM John (colonelinblack): I don't want to make you feel guilty, I'm sorry
1:08:48 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I do, its alright
1:09:10 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): just please keep this between us
1:09:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I'm sure it'll come out soon enough and when it does....
1:09:43 AM John (colonelinblack): I won't tell a soul
1:10:00 AM John (colonelinblack): Can I tell you a secret then?
1:10:02 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): sometimes though you ally with an enemy to take down a bigger, common one
1:10:03 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): What?
1:10:06 AM John (colonelinblack): Well.. part of it's a secret
1:10:19 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Sure, you can tell me
1:10:29 AM John (colonelinblack): Okay well
1:10:35 AM John (colonelinblack): Where to start
1:10:44 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): The beginning?
1:10:49 AM John (colonelinblack): If there is one...
1:10:53 AM John (colonelinblack): Okay
1:11:01 AM John (colonelinblack): Let's try this again
1:11:03 AM John (colonelinblack): Um
1:11:15 AM John (colonelinblack): Did I tell you about the energy device.. thingy?
1:11:22 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Yes
1:11:37 AM John (colonelinblack): How much did I tell you?
1:11:46 AM John (colonelinblack): Because I'm pretty miserable right now
1:11:48 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Is it the one that powers the city and could get you home?
1:12:01 AM John (colonelinblack): No... okay, so I didn't tell you
1:12:06 AM John (colonelinblack): Storytime then
1:12:38 AM John (colonelinblack): Usually we don't go it alone but this one mission didn't look dangerous
1:12:43 AM John (colonelinblack): so it was just me and McKay
1:13:04 AM John (colonelinblack): Basically McKay was convinced there was a .. perpetual energy device
1:13:20 AM John (colonelinblack): Something that was low powered but could generate indefinitely
1:13:37 AM John (colonelinblack): ... it's all pretty weird
1:13:44 AM John (colonelinblack): But anyway when we found it...
1:14:05 AM John (colonelinblack): He touched it and I pushed him away and I think, I think we were both affected somehow
1:14:08 AM John (colonelinblack): I mean, I know we were
1:14:14 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Affected how?
1:15:38 AM John (colonelinblack): Um
1:15:45 AM John (colonelinblack): Well, okay
1:15:50 AM John (colonelinblack): So Rodney's a really nervous guy
1:15:53 AM John (colonelinblack): Like, REALLY
1:16:09 AM John (colonelinblack): and he's allergic to everything and thinks he's the best thing since sliced bread, etc
1:16:59 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Okay, so what happened?
1:17:20 AM John (colonelinblack): He's SUPER anxious now, and getting worse by the day.. hour really
1:17:24 AM John (colonelinblack): But alright
1:17:33 AM John (colonelinblack): I think
1:17:50 AM John (colonelinblack): that the device... linked us somehow? I don't know how to explain it but
1:18:02 AM John (colonelinblack): If he's not in the room I feel like Hell, is what it boils down to
1:18:19 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): oohh
1:19:12 AM John (colonelinblack): It's starting to get really frustrating
1:20:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): How long has it been going on?
1:21:22 AM John (colonelinblack): Since the incident a few days ago
1:22:33 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): So...how do you feel when he is around?
1:22:41 AM John (colonelinblack): I feel...
1:22:50 AM John (colonelinblack): Like the world isn't going to end
1:23:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): ...Do you get strange feelings in your tummy?
1:24:35 AM John (colonelinblack): Hmmm.. yeah, kinda
1:24:47 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Do you...bump his arm?
1:25:00 AM John (colonelinblack): ... Where are you going with this
1:25:06 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Just curious.
1:25:10 AM John (colonelinblack): Because I swear, if you're going where I think you are
1:25:19 AM John (colonelinblack): ....
1:25:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I'm just curious!
1:25:25 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): It could be from the energy source
1:25:32 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Do you watch his mouth when he talks?
1:26:25 AM John (colonelinblack): ... Claire, this isn't funny
1:26:42 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Answer the question, John.
1:27:35 AM John (colonelinblack): Yes, okay. Yes.
1:28:00 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): So....you're attracted to him?
1:28:43 AM John (colonelinblack): No!
1:28:56 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Well you get the giddy flutters and you watch his mouth
1:28:59 AM John (colonelinblack): This is McKay we're talking about
1:29:02 AM John (colonelinblack): I don't..
1:29:05 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Thats how I felt around West
1:29:06 AM John (colonelinblack): This is.
1:29:25 AM John (colonelinblack): This only started happening after this.. stupid incident
1:29:32 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Well yeah. I'
1:29:38 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I'm not saying you normally do
1:29:45 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): ...Do you?
1:29:51 AM John (colonelinblack): [[[[[[[[[[[NO
1:30:02 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I WAS JUST ASKING!
1:30:10 AM John (colonelinblack): This is ridiculous...
1:30:19 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Its just the energy source
1:30:29 AM John (colonelinblack): First that Evelyn woman tried to convince me I was in love with him..
1:30:35 AM John (colonelinblack): This is getting out of control
1:30:45 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): ...Why would she do that?
1:31:16 AM John (colonelinblack): I ... said something that gave her the wrong impression, or something
1:34:17 AM John (colonelinblack): It's been kind of nice, not fighting with him for a change
1:34:24 AM John (colonelinblack): But, also... weird
1:34:29 AM John (colonelinblack): Really ... weird.
1:34:38 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I used to fight with West alot in the beginning
1:36:43 AM John (colonelinblack): Stop.. comparing me and Rodney to you and your ex, please.
1:36:47 AM John (colonelinblack): Its disturbing
1:37:02 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Okay sorry.
1:37:18 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): What if you go back to the energy source and touch it again?
1:37:24 AM John (colonelinblack): That's the problem
1:37:27 AM John (colonelinblack): It's gone
1:37:42 AM John (colonelinblack): Someone must have gone to the planet after we came back and taken it
1:37:56 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): maybe it will fade?
1:38:16 AM John (colonelinblack): ..It seems to only be getting stronger
1:38:26 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Oh.
1:38:44 AM John (colonelinblack): Yeah :/
1:39:45 AM John (colonelinblack): Okay so
1:40:03 AM John (colonelinblack): here's the really secret thing that I guess.. shouldn't be as much of a secret as it is
1:40:07 AM John (colonelinblack): Or something
1:40:13 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Okay, what
1:40:38 AM John (colonelinblack): I slept with a guy once ... and I know that doesn't make me gay or anything
1:40:50 AM John (colonelinblack): But I haven't been able to stop thinking about it lately
1:41:09 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): You can't stop thinking about the guy or the act?
1:41:27 AM John (colonelinblack): Both I guess... mostly the act
1:42:11 AM John (colonelinblack): I don't.. want that with Rodney. And I guess not because he's a guy but because.. we're finally on good terms
1:42:22 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): And you think it would make things weird?
1:42:30 AM John (colonelinblack): Maybe
1:42:35 AM John (colonelinblack): I mena
1:42:43 AM John (colonelinblack): If this is
1:42:49 AM John (colonelinblack): Just about the device
1:42:53 AM John (colonelinblack): It would be really stupid
1:42:57 AM John (colonelinblack): to act on it
1:43:20 AM John (colonelinblack): But here's my one thought I've been too scared to voice
1:43:31 AM John (colonelinblack): If.. Rodney was already a nervous guy before all this
1:43:42 AM John (colonelinblack): And now he's just way more nervous and paranoid...
1:43:45 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Well does he want you around more?
1:44:02 AM John (colonelinblack): Yeah, almost as constantly as I need him around for my sanity
1:44:17 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Hmm, watch and see if he watches your mouth when you talk
1:44:23 AM John (colonelinblack): .....
1:44:31 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Just do it
1:44:36 AM John (colonelinblack): OK
1:44:46 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): It'll give you an idea if this is one sided or two
1:44:51 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Not that you have to act on it if its two
1:44:57 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): but then maybe you'll feel a little more at ease
1:44:59 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): ...or worse
1:45:01 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I don't know
1:46:16 AM John (colonelinblack): I don't either
1:46:26 AM John (colonelinblack): I feel like a girl and it's not.. fun
1:46:41 AM John (colonelinblack): Not that being a girl isn't fun
1:46:45 AM John (colonelinblack): For girls
1:55:26 AM John (colonelinblack): Um. Did I scare you off with my awkward?
1:55:39 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Sorry, was just getting a drink and some aspirin
1:55:43 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): slight headache
1:55:52 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): but yeah, being a girl is crappy at times
1:56:13 AM John (colonelinblack): I have a massive headache whenever I leave a room he's in
1:56:20 AM John (colonelinblack): It's so incredibly.. stupid
1:56:49 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Maybe get it checked out?
1:57:02 AM John (colonelinblack): Get what checked out?
1:57:10 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): That...the weird feeling
1:57:30 AM John (colonelinblack): What do you mean, checked out?
1:57:35 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Doctor?
1:58:31 AM John (colonelinblack): Well, our doctor knows about.. some of it
1:58:39 AM John (colonelinblack): I can't remember all of what I told her
1:58:52 AM John (colonelinblack): But they couldn't find anything wrong with either of us
1:59:05 AM John (colonelinblack): and she just gave Rodney a sedative for his anxiety
2:01:57 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Did it help?
2:02:02 AM John (colonelinblack): No
2:02:08 AM John (colonelinblack): I think it made him feel worse
2:02:14 AM John (colonelinblack): He actually asked me to stay
2:05:36 AM John (colonelinblack): ...See? I sound like a girl
2:05:43 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): No, you do not.
2:05:59 AM John (colonelinblack): ..Really? You don't think so?
2:06:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Not really no
2:06:31 AM John (colonelinblack): What's that mean?
2:06:45 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Guys worry about the same things I'm sure
2:07:08 AM John (colonelinblack): I guess
2:08:14 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Don't worry so much
2:09:11 AM John (colonelinblack): It's usually McKay's job
2:09:19 AM John (colonelinblack): But it's nonstop lately
2:09:27 AM John (colonelinblack): I'm like a worry machine
2:10:22 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Since the energy source?
2:10:28 AM John (colonelinblack): Yeah
2:10:59 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): probably because of a link
2:11:17 AM John (colonelinblack): What if this never.. goes away
2:11:24 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I don't know
2:11:28 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): find another energy source?
2:11:41 AM John (colonelinblack): I meant with McKay and I
2:11:59 AM John (colonelinblack): there will be other energy sources
2:12:18 AM John (colonelinblack): But without reading what was on this one.. I don't think we can know how to reverse it
2:12:38 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Then I really don't know
2:12:44 AM John (colonelinblack): I asked Dr Jackson and he might be able to help
2:12:54 AM John (colonelinblack): But I know he's busy with SG-1 stuff
2:13:49 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I can't help you since I'm not there
2:13:55 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): having Hiro's power would be great
2:14:11 AM John (colonelinblack): What can he do?
2:14:18 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): bend time and space
2:14:25 AM John (colonelinblack): ... Oh
2:14:26 AM John (colonelinblack): ww
2:14:33 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): But I didn't tell you that
2:14:36 AM John (colonelinblack): You guy's don't fool around with this power stuff
2:14:42 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Not at all
2:16:24 AM John (colonelinblack): It might be my bedtime
2:16:37 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Yeah sorry, its been a long night and i'm just finding it hard to focus
2:16:37 AM John (colonelinblack): I probably won't be able to sleep, but it's worth a shot
2:16:52 AM John (colonelinblack): No, it's fine, thanks for listening
2:19:33 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): If you want, message me later. I might be up and about
2:20:50 AM John (colonelinblack): Okay.. I'll keep that in mind
2:20:52 AM John (colonelinblack): If I
2:21:05 AM John (colonelinblack): 'm not convinced the world is ending by then
2:21:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): It's not, trust me
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12:49:53 AM John (colonelinblack): Um, I think
12:50:04 AM John (colonelinblack): What time is it on Earth.. your part of Earth
12:50:08 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Yeah I am.
12:50:10 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Let me check
12:50:29 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): its almsot 1 am
12:50:32 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): almost even
12:51:00 AM John (colonelinblack): Oh.. what keeps you up?
12:51:11 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I just got home a little while ago
12:51:30 AM John (colonelinblack): From..?
12:52:29 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): New Jersey
12:53:44 AM John (colonelinblack): Oh
12:53:57 AM John (colonelinblack): Why would anyone want to go to New Jersey?
12:54:06 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): .....
12:54:08 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): its hard to explain
12:55:40 AM John (colonelinblack): Try me
12:55:49 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Can this stay between us right now?
12:56:05 AM John (colonelinblack): Of course
12:56:11 AM John (colonelinblack): Who am I going to tell? McKay?
12:56:31 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I saw Sylar
12:56:43 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): wait, did I ever tell you about him?
12:58:12 AM John (colonelinblack): Yeah, brain surgeon guy?
12:59:35 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Yeah
1:00:01 AM John (colonelinblack): Well... you're in one piece I assume
1:00:04 AM John (colonelinblack): So what happened
1:00:16 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): ...He got my power
1:00:31 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Turns out I won't die
1:02:11 AM John (colonelinblack): ... Oh
1:02:17 AM John (colonelinblack): This is bad though
1:02:26 AM John (colonelinblack): Immortal bad guys... not of the good.. right?
1:02:35 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): There are still ways to kill us
1:02:47 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): If something is lodged in our brains and not taken out, we stay dead.
1:03:12 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Or trapping us somewhere
1:04:22 AM John (colonelinblack): ..I see
1:05:42 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I can't explain it all.
1:05:54 AM John (colonelinblack): You don't have to if you don't want
1:05:58 AM John (colonelinblack): Try, that is
1:06:10 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): If I didn't, he would have gone after my family
1:06:24 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I was going to call someone but it was too late by then and they wouldn't have caught him
1:06:32 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): plus...we agreed on an alliance
1:07:20 AM John (colonelinblack): Why did you ally with the bad guy? Didn't anyone teach you not to negotiate with terrorists
1:07:46 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I know
1:07:53 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): You don't think I don't feel horrible
1:07:57 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I know what I did
1:08:36 AM John (colonelinblack): I don't want to make you feel guilty, I'm sorry
1:08:48 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I do, its alright
1:09:10 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): just please keep this between us
1:09:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I'm sure it'll come out soon enough and when it does....
1:09:43 AM John (colonelinblack): I won't tell a soul
1:10:00 AM John (colonelinblack): Can I tell you a secret then?
1:10:02 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): sometimes though you ally with an enemy to take down a bigger, common one
1:10:03 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): What?
1:10:06 AM John (colonelinblack): Well.. part of it's a secret
1:10:19 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Sure, you can tell me
1:10:29 AM John (colonelinblack): Okay well
1:10:35 AM John (colonelinblack): Where to start
1:10:44 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): The beginning?
1:10:49 AM John (colonelinblack): If there is one...
1:10:53 AM John (colonelinblack): Okay
1:11:01 AM John (colonelinblack): Let's try this again
1:11:03 AM John (colonelinblack): Um
1:11:15 AM John (colonelinblack): Did I tell you about the energy device.. thingy?
1:11:22 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Yes
1:11:37 AM John (colonelinblack): How much did I tell you?
1:11:46 AM John (colonelinblack): Because I'm pretty miserable right now
1:11:48 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Is it the one that powers the city and could get you home?
1:12:01 AM John (colonelinblack): No... okay, so I didn't tell you
1:12:06 AM John (colonelinblack): Storytime then
1:12:38 AM John (colonelinblack): Usually we don't go it alone but this one mission didn't look dangerous
1:12:43 AM John (colonelinblack): so it was just me and McKay
1:13:04 AM John (colonelinblack): Basically McKay was convinced there was a .. perpetual energy device
1:13:20 AM John (colonelinblack): Something that was low powered but could generate indefinitely
1:13:37 AM John (colonelinblack): ... it's all pretty weird
1:13:44 AM John (colonelinblack): But anyway when we found it...
1:14:05 AM John (colonelinblack): He touched it and I pushed him away and I think, I think we were both affected somehow
1:14:08 AM John (colonelinblack): I mean, I know we were
1:14:14 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Affected how?
1:15:38 AM John (colonelinblack): Um
1:15:45 AM John (colonelinblack): Well, okay
1:15:50 AM John (colonelinblack): So Rodney's a really nervous guy
1:15:53 AM John (colonelinblack): Like, REALLY
1:16:09 AM John (colonelinblack): and he's allergic to everything and thinks he's the best thing since sliced bread, etc
1:16:59 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Okay, so what happened?
1:17:20 AM John (colonelinblack): He's SUPER anxious now, and getting worse by the day.. hour really
1:17:24 AM John (colonelinblack): But alright
1:17:33 AM John (colonelinblack): I think
1:17:50 AM John (colonelinblack): that the device... linked us somehow? I don't know how to explain it but
1:18:02 AM John (colonelinblack): If he's not in the room I feel like Hell, is what it boils down to
1:18:19 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): oohh
1:19:12 AM John (colonelinblack): It's starting to get really frustrating
1:20:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): How long has it been going on?
1:21:22 AM John (colonelinblack): Since the incident a few days ago
1:22:33 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): So...how do you feel when he is around?
1:22:41 AM John (colonelinblack): I feel...
1:22:50 AM John (colonelinblack): Like the world isn't going to end
1:23:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): ...Do you get strange feelings in your tummy?
1:24:35 AM John (colonelinblack): Hmmm.. yeah, kinda
1:24:47 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Do you...bump his arm?
1:25:00 AM John (colonelinblack): ... Where are you going with this
1:25:06 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Just curious.
1:25:10 AM John (colonelinblack): Because I swear, if you're going where I think you are
1:25:19 AM John (colonelinblack): ....
1:25:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I'm just curious!
1:25:25 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): It could be from the energy source
1:25:32 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Do you watch his mouth when he talks?
1:26:25 AM John (colonelinblack): ... Claire, this isn't funny
1:26:42 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Answer the question, John.
1:27:35 AM John (colonelinblack): Yes, okay. Yes.
1:28:00 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): So....you're attracted to him?
1:28:43 AM John (colonelinblack): No!
1:28:56 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Well you get the giddy flutters and you watch his mouth
1:28:59 AM John (colonelinblack): This is McKay we're talking about
1:29:02 AM John (colonelinblack): I don't..
1:29:05 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Thats how I felt around West
1:29:06 AM John (colonelinblack): This is.
1:29:25 AM John (colonelinblack): This only started happening after this.. stupid incident
1:29:32 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Well yeah. I'
1:29:38 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I'm not saying you normally do
1:29:45 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): ...Do you?
1:29:51 AM John (colonelinblack): [[[[[[[[[[[NO
1:30:02 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I WAS JUST ASKING!
1:30:10 AM John (colonelinblack): This is ridiculous...
1:30:19 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Its just the energy source
1:30:29 AM John (colonelinblack): First that Evelyn woman tried to convince me I was in love with him..
1:30:35 AM John (colonelinblack): This is getting out of control
1:30:45 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): ...Why would she do that?
1:31:16 AM John (colonelinblack): I ... said something that gave her the wrong impression, or something
1:34:17 AM John (colonelinblack): It's been kind of nice, not fighting with him for a change
1:34:24 AM John (colonelinblack): But, also... weird
1:34:29 AM John (colonelinblack): Really ... weird.
1:34:38 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I used to fight with West alot in the beginning
1:36:43 AM John (colonelinblack): Stop.. comparing me and Rodney to you and your ex, please.
1:36:47 AM John (colonelinblack): Its disturbing
1:37:02 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Okay sorry.
1:37:18 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): What if you go back to the energy source and touch it again?
1:37:24 AM John (colonelinblack): That's the problem
1:37:27 AM John (colonelinblack): It's gone
1:37:42 AM John (colonelinblack): Someone must have gone to the planet after we came back and taken it
1:37:56 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): maybe it will fade?
1:38:16 AM John (colonelinblack): ..It seems to only be getting stronger
1:38:26 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Oh.
1:38:44 AM John (colonelinblack): Yeah :/
1:39:45 AM John (colonelinblack): Okay so
1:40:03 AM John (colonelinblack): here's the really secret thing that I guess.. shouldn't be as much of a secret as it is
1:40:07 AM John (colonelinblack): Or something
1:40:13 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Okay, what
1:40:38 AM John (colonelinblack): I slept with a guy once ... and I know that doesn't make me gay or anything
1:40:50 AM John (colonelinblack): But I haven't been able to stop thinking about it lately
1:41:09 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): You can't stop thinking about the guy or the act?
1:41:27 AM John (colonelinblack): Both I guess... mostly the act
1:42:11 AM John (colonelinblack): I don't.. want that with Rodney. And I guess not because he's a guy but because.. we're finally on good terms
1:42:22 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): And you think it would make things weird?
1:42:30 AM John (colonelinblack): Maybe
1:42:35 AM John (colonelinblack): I mena
1:42:43 AM John (colonelinblack): If this is
1:42:49 AM John (colonelinblack): Just about the device
1:42:53 AM John (colonelinblack): It would be really stupid
1:42:57 AM John (colonelinblack): to act on it
1:43:20 AM John (colonelinblack): But here's my one thought I've been too scared to voice
1:43:31 AM John (colonelinblack): If.. Rodney was already a nervous guy before all this
1:43:42 AM John (colonelinblack): And now he's just way more nervous and paranoid...
1:43:45 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Well does he want you around more?
1:44:02 AM John (colonelinblack): Yeah, almost as constantly as I need him around for my sanity
1:44:17 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Hmm, watch and see if he watches your mouth when you talk
1:44:23 AM John (colonelinblack): .....
1:44:31 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Just do it
1:44:36 AM John (colonelinblack): OK
1:44:46 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): It'll give you an idea if this is one sided or two
1:44:51 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Not that you have to act on it if its two
1:44:57 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): but then maybe you'll feel a little more at ease
1:44:59 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): ...or worse
1:45:01 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I don't know
1:46:16 AM John (colonelinblack): I don't either
1:46:26 AM John (colonelinblack): I feel like a girl and it's not.. fun
1:46:41 AM John (colonelinblack): Not that being a girl isn't fun
1:46:45 AM John (colonelinblack): For girls
1:55:26 AM John (colonelinblack): Um. Did I scare you off with my awkward?
1:55:39 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Sorry, was just getting a drink and some aspirin
1:55:43 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): slight headache
1:55:52 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): but yeah, being a girl is crappy at times
1:56:13 AM John (colonelinblack): I have a massive headache whenever I leave a room he's in
1:56:20 AM John (colonelinblack): It's so incredibly.. stupid
1:56:49 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Maybe get it checked out?
1:57:02 AM John (colonelinblack): Get what checked out?
1:57:10 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): That...the weird feeling
1:57:30 AM John (colonelinblack): What do you mean, checked out?
1:57:35 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Doctor?
1:58:31 AM John (colonelinblack): Well, our doctor knows about.. some of it
1:58:39 AM John (colonelinblack): I can't remember all of what I told her
1:58:52 AM John (colonelinblack): But they couldn't find anything wrong with either of us
1:59:05 AM John (colonelinblack): and she just gave Rodney a sedative for his anxiety
2:01:57 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Did it help?
2:02:02 AM John (colonelinblack): No
2:02:08 AM John (colonelinblack): I think it made him feel worse
2:02:14 AM John (colonelinblack): He actually asked me to stay
2:05:36 AM John (colonelinblack): ...See? I sound like a girl
2:05:43 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): No, you do not.
2:05:59 AM John (colonelinblack): ..Really? You don't think so?
2:06:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Not really no
2:06:31 AM John (colonelinblack): What's that mean?
2:06:45 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Guys worry about the same things I'm sure
2:07:08 AM John (colonelinblack): I guess
2:08:14 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Don't worry so much
2:09:11 AM John (colonelinblack): It's usually McKay's job
2:09:19 AM John (colonelinblack): But it's nonstop lately
2:09:27 AM John (colonelinblack): I'm like a worry machine
2:10:22 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Since the energy source?
2:10:28 AM John (colonelinblack): Yeah
2:10:59 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): probably because of a link
2:11:17 AM John (colonelinblack): What if this never.. goes away
2:11:24 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I don't know
2:11:28 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): find another energy source?
2:11:41 AM John (colonelinblack): I meant with McKay and I
2:11:59 AM John (colonelinblack): there will be other energy sources
2:12:18 AM John (colonelinblack): But without reading what was on this one.. I don't think we can know how to reverse it
2:12:38 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Then I really don't know
2:12:44 AM John (colonelinblack): I asked Dr Jackson and he might be able to help
2:12:54 AM John (colonelinblack): But I know he's busy with SG-1 stuff
2:13:49 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): I can't help you since I'm not there
2:13:55 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): having Hiro's power would be great
2:14:11 AM John (colonelinblack): What can he do?
2:14:18 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): bend time and space
2:14:25 AM John (colonelinblack): ... Oh
2:14:26 AM John (colonelinblack): ww
2:14:33 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): But I didn't tell you that
2:14:36 AM John (colonelinblack): You guy's don't fool around with this power stuff
2:14:42 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Not at all
2:16:24 AM John (colonelinblack): It might be my bedtime
2:16:37 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): Yeah sorry, its been a long night and i'm just finding it hard to focus
2:16:37 AM John (colonelinblack): I probably won't be able to sleep, but it's worth a shot
2:16:52 AM John (colonelinblack): No, it's fine, thanks for listening
2:19:33 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): If you want, message me later. I might be up and about
2:20:50 AM John (colonelinblack): Okay.. I'll keep that in mind
2:20:52 AM John (colonelinblack): If I
2:21:05 AM John (colonelinblack): 'm not convinced the world is ending by then
2:21:21 AM Claire (unbrkablegirl): It's not, trust me
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