Nov 11, 2003 18:39
I really don't have all that much to say right now. I have a few minutes before rehearsal so I figured I'd update. College is getting rough. I am getting more work and losing ambition by the second. I don't know how or when but college has long since taken on a horrible superficial cognizance for me. I feel as if I am here merely because I have to be...like an extension of high school. It upsets me. I sacrificed my life at home to obtain a higher education and yet schoolwork is all but my first priority here. I long for the academic zeal I had in high school. Back then I enjoyed learning and B and C's upset me. I need to stop procrastinating and shake off the shackles of insomnia...sleep deprivation definitely isn't helping me. Anyway, rehearsal awaits. Fare thee well my friends and I shall see you in 15 days. I miss you all.