you can't have good day without having bad days
here's what is stressing me out, this is livejournal anyways.
-my car.
i have no brakes whatsoever, i have something leaking out a hose by my radiator, my engine is misfiring due to some oil leaking in a cylinder probably, i have no spare tire, gas is expensive, i'm broke.
-my eyes.
i need new contacs, these disposables have been in way too long, and i can't get new ones without having to take an annual eye exam, for whcih then doc will ask why i have had my contacs in for so long and will tell me it's bad practice and my eyes will kill me from the inside out.
-i'm malnourished.
i have no food in my house, i have gatorade, bottled water, pickle juice. thanks to people like alex, neal, kate, and shaun feeding me.
-healthcare.
i need a dental check up, haven't had one in years, and i can feel new cavities, damn.
-my phone.
the microphone in my phone died, meaning that people can call me and try to talk to me, and they won't hear a word i'm saying. i owe my cell company some funds, alson.
all these problems will be solved when i get sufficient funds in the next week and a half, but it sucks waiting for that, especially the lack of proper meals.
i'm supposed to be giving blood at my job sometime this week, dunno why i said "yes", i've never done it before, and i'm worried considering my eating habits.
this would be really nicely solved if i had my fema money.
but my fema money is in the mailbox of my apartment i leased in austin, texas (what?!?!) that i got the first three months' rent free, thanks to fema and red cross.
so i have to spend about $150 in gas to go back on an austin round trip, and spend probably half my fema check (if i'm lucky) on clearing the lease. i never moved in to austin because upon getting an apartment, and realizing it wasn't furnished and i was too lazy to try for looking for work in austin, i decided to go back to the coast. that decision was made within 24 hours of my spontaneous choice to go to austin, on sept 20th.
once again, that $150 invovles getting a check from my job, which i'm waiting on, plus i owe people like alex and shaun that have been loaning me gas money, so i'm still trying to figure out how to stretch my funds right.
ooh, life.
-my car.
i have no brakes whatsoever, i have something leaking out a hose by my radiator, my engine is misfiring due to some oil leaking in a cylinder probably, i have no spare tire, gas is expensive, i'm broke.
-my eyes.
i need new contacs, these disposables have been in way too long, and i can't get new ones without having to take an annual eye exam, for whcih then doc will ask why i have had my contacs in for so long and will tell me it's bad practice and my eyes will kill me from the inside out.
-i'm malnourished.
i have no food in my house, i have gatorade, bottled water, pickle juice. thanks to people like alex, neal, kate, and shaun feeding me.
-healthcare.
i need a dental check up, haven't had one in years, and i can feel new cavities, damn.
-my phone.
the microphone in my phone died, meaning that people can call me and try to talk to me, and they won't hear a word i'm saying. i owe my cell company some funds, alson.
all these problems will be solved when i get sufficient funds in the next week and a half, but it sucks waiting for that, especially the lack of proper meals.
i'm supposed to be giving blood at my job sometime this week, dunno why i said "yes", i've never done it before, and i'm worried considering my eating habits.
this would be really nicely solved if i had my fema money.
but my fema money is in the mailbox of my apartment i leased in austin, texas (what?!?!) that i got the first three months' rent free, thanks to fema and red cross.
so i have to spend about $150 in gas to go back on an austin round trip, and spend probably half my fema check (if i'm lucky) on clearing the lease. i never moved in to austin because upon getting an apartment, and realizing it wasn't furnished and i was too lazy to try for looking for work in austin, i decided to go back to the coast. that decision was made within 24 hours of my spontaneous choice to go to austin, on sept 20th.
once again, that $150 invovles getting a check from my job, which i'm waiting on, plus i owe people like alex and shaun that have been loaning me gas money, so i'm still trying to figure out how to stretch my funds right.
ooh, life.