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I've had some bad news this afternoon and there's a lot that I should explain for this to really make any sense, but right now I can't handle going through it all.
My Grandad is dying. There's nothing that the doctors can do. Visiting hours are around the clock. Family have flown in from all over to say their goodbyes. I'm going by the hospital after work tomorrow to say mine.
If I sound dispondant, I'm sorry. When faced with things like this I either crumble or stick to the hard facts. I've already called around for several professional opinions and discriptions of what's happening to him, it's just the way I cope.
I...don't know what I'm going to say. Perhaps I shouldn't say anything. He probably won't be up for much. He's not a touchy person, neither am I, we've never been close so...I feel odd about it all, really.
All I know is that I am going to have to be strong for my Dad and Aunts, I can do that.
My Grandad is dying. There's nothing that the doctors can do. Visiting hours are around the clock. Family have flown in from all over to say their goodbyes. I'm going by the hospital after work tomorrow to say mine.
If I sound dispondant, I'm sorry. When faced with things like this I either crumble or stick to the hard facts. I've already called around for several professional opinions and discriptions of what's happening to him, it's just the way I cope.
I...don't know what I'm going to say. Perhaps I shouldn't say anything. He probably won't be up for much. He's not a touchy person, neither am I, we've never been close so...I feel odd about it all, really.
All I know is that I am going to have to be strong for my Dad and Aunts, I can do that.