July 12th 1pm
Well I suppose I am keeping the blog alive simply by posting in it. I know a lot of people still come here, I can see in the hit counter. Thanks for returning.
Since my last post I have completed a couple more small television commercials, done another episode of my Minecraft series, worked on graphics for the Starcraft commentary series I am doing the graphics on. Keeping busy, keeping out of trouble.
However, I am still unemployed, still earning no cash and still going to endless meetings about not having a job, various courses I could do, employers that I could work with and so on. I had one of those meetings today and it's really a very reflective process, I find. And leaves me drained and feeling very, very down and crap.
I stopped counting the number of jobs I have applied for at 2500. I stopped counting the number of rejection letters/ emails I got at just over 500. I haven't stopped counting the number of interviews, because that's still sitting at three. (Yay.)
People keep on telling me I am very motivated, driven and goal oriented. But honestly, that's just to keep me from thinking too hard about what I want to achieve, because honestly that isn't much or indeed anything at the moment. One project at a time. Think of the bigger project later on.
Aw fuck it, I am going to eat some toast.
CB
Since my last post I have completed a couple more small television commercials, done another episode of my Minecraft series, worked on graphics for the Starcraft commentary series I am doing the graphics on. Keeping busy, keeping out of trouble.
However, I am still unemployed, still earning no cash and still going to endless meetings about not having a job, various courses I could do, employers that I could work with and so on. I had one of those meetings today and it's really a very reflective process, I find. And leaves me drained and feeling very, very down and crap.
I stopped counting the number of jobs I have applied for at 2500. I stopped counting the number of rejection letters/ emails I got at just over 500. I haven't stopped counting the number of interviews, because that's still sitting at three. (Yay.)
People keep on telling me I am very motivated, driven and goal oriented. But honestly, that's just to keep me from thinking too hard about what I want to achieve, because honestly that isn't much or indeed anything at the moment. One project at a time. Think of the bigger project later on.
Aw fuck it, I am going to eat some toast.
CB