Excruciating.

[colombianfire]

Id like to apologize for my barbaric behavior today. I hope it didnt bother you guys all that much.

Although, i know i may overreact; i dont think my anger was completely unjustified.
I was so furious, that even now, after all the fun we had, i feel like my blood is hot, and that im gonna break through walls at any moment if it intensifies.
I was looking forward to it since the inception of the plan, but it seems that you guys didnt feel the same way. The effort i put making the place comfortable felt wasted, and much more importantly, i had to waste time waiting.
The day in general feels wasted to me.
I hope that either of you dont see this like a whiny complaint, because... well that would sux. ;-;

Doesnt mean much, but i guess ill spend another couple of years trying to look for something to look forward to.

If you guys like, drop by any time you want, dont even call, because that way, not only will i lack a reason to possibly be angry, ill be full of joy that we would have fun spontaneously.

Otherwise. Yeah, fun, same as always.

Tomorrow is gonna be really hard.