you make your life complicated

[colombianangel]

you're sick
latching on to those with passion in their eyes
because it's what you want,
but it's what you don't have
keep writing
I'm sure there will always be someone to believe you
but it won't be me
I used to feel sorry for you
but I have always been better without you
I used to think there was something to you
but your words boil down to the same dizzy nothingness
with no experience to back it up
only your want to be something more important
is written between the lines
So you think you're cool 'cause you're afraid to show?
People like you aren't "afraid"
you haven't felt the real passions in life
when you do, there is no "being afraid"
fuck it
fuck it all
you just feel
it's not a choice
it's not controlled
It's raw
you've never been raw
hiding behind tangled, twisted words
trying to be deep
you'll never be where I am
not even close
stop trying to act so unique
when you're just scared and inexperienced
like everyone else but those of us who've had no choice
I bet you don't even get this
go "write and contemplate" some more
and try to convince someone else you're special
just know that I know that you are classically plain