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daaamn it's been awhile.... i didn't even check to look at the last time i wrote...
it's hard to keep up with writing... i'm always with someone and ... idk or i'm always at a class or have sooo much on my mind that i don't even want to start anything... like writing... ashfsh i just sit there... i prefer to meditate ... that helps...
i wish sometimes i could just record what goes on in my head during those meditation sessions... but ... then again i don't
almost my bday again
i miss david
we haven't spoke in awhile
classes seem good this semester
it snowed a fk ton today
i really was hopin to go somewhere for winter break
i was even invited to go to a lot of places
but then i got sick and my mom's best ... well really good friend sandy from MA
got really sick and died and that was super sad
oh and i found out all this other crap about my parents and my family
and stuff from my uncle and hdfshfis
it was just a big mess
last semester in general was a big mess
met some cool ppl on my floor
met some jerky people on my floor
felt like i had no time to myself... sort of like i do now
idk
i ended up making a schedule and posting it on my door
so that ppl could pencil themselves in
idk that week was important to me so i feel like i have to mention it
but at the same time i dont really like mentioning it cuz i don't want it to sound snobby... because it wasn't
i was sooo stressed out
if you were there you would have understood
my apartment ... heh... well has its ups and downs
awesome ok good bad great ok ok ok awesome BAD AWFUL TERRIBLE ok good bad etc.....
the heat broke so many times, too
but before i was referring more to the situation... the relationship between all of the people
AHHH now i have to run away
someone is being super annoying
plus we are all tired and kinda cranky
plus i wanted to take a nap before studying later for italian hw
it's just that today i remembered to TmA and so i can actually focus...
people don't realize how hard that can be for me... grr
i hope to have more of the meetings i like soon
...
to be cont'd....
it's hard to keep up with writing... i'm always with someone and ... idk or i'm always at a class or have sooo much on my mind that i don't even want to start anything... like writing... ashfsh i just sit there... i prefer to meditate ... that helps...
i wish sometimes i could just record what goes on in my head during those meditation sessions... but ... then again i don't
almost my bday again
i miss david
we haven't spoke in awhile
classes seem good this semester
it snowed a fk ton today
i really was hopin to go somewhere for winter break
i was even invited to go to a lot of places
but then i got sick and my mom's best ... well really good friend sandy from MA
got really sick and died and that was super sad
oh and i found out all this other crap about my parents and my family
and stuff from my uncle and hdfshfis
it was just a big mess
last semester in general was a big mess
met some cool ppl on my floor
met some jerky people on my floor
felt like i had no time to myself... sort of like i do now
idk
i ended up making a schedule and posting it on my door
so that ppl could pencil themselves in
idk that week was important to me so i feel like i have to mention it
but at the same time i dont really like mentioning it cuz i don't want it to sound snobby... because it wasn't
i was sooo stressed out
if you were there you would have understood
my apartment ... heh... well has its ups and downs
awesome ok good bad great ok ok ok awesome BAD AWFUL TERRIBLE ok good bad etc.....
the heat broke so many times, too
but before i was referring more to the situation... the relationship between all of the people
AHHH now i have to run away
someone is being super annoying
plus we are all tired and kinda cranky
plus i wanted to take a nap before studying later for italian hw
it's just that today i remembered to TmA and so i can actually focus...
people don't realize how hard that can be for me... grr
i hope to have more of the meetings i like soon
...
to be cont'd....