Dec 05, 2004 18:33
Well it is a bit late due to the fact that in like 20 minutes I will begin writing my paper for ENC 1102. IT is my final essay and i realized something very important about reading novels. I have always been against reading novels because I considered it to be a waste of time. Now I must digress from such thoughts because reading a novel with enough analyzing can give some fruitful results. I was forced to read The Hours by Michael Cunningham and I learned very important things. This is sort of my brainstorming for my essay. 1. The mind is place it can make a heaven of hell and a hell of heaven. 2. Happiness is having your ambitions proportionally equal to your capacities and your possessions equal to your wants. In other words to be completely happy you must be a complete conformist. I guess it is better to be partially happy and continue advancing that being completely happy and being stuck in one place. Searching for happiness leads to an empty life one of failed expectations like those who try to catch a butterfly and it just slithers away or is to agile for your hand, but if you sit down and relax it may just rest on you.
On another note I must say that this weekend has been quite interesting. I won't mention names but you can identify the special character that had me terribly worried by the large number of bruises around her body and a couple of bumps on her cranium. I also realized that most girls in my age group say they want a nice guy who will hold their hand and talk to them, listen to them and so on. But when they get one they easily amount to one word sex. It has become an institutionalized statement to say that all guys think about is sex so why is that when a girl checks you out her eyes suddenly wonder through your pelvic region they think you didn't see them and you of course pretend you did not, but girls we DO SEE YOU. Girls think about sex just as much as guys do the only difference is that girls don't talk about it as much as guys do, at least not publicly. Everyone wants a nice loving relationship one were you can come for comfort and kiss that person who you love talking to late at night and SEX is something beautiful that comes naturally from a loving relationship. It is because the male mind focuses on the end resultthat males talk so much about SEX, but the process is one of love and care. That goes for all you girls that just ramble on about guys being so focused on SEX.