Awash in a sea of confusion....
I really don't know whats to be done now :/
They actually want me to be interviewed for the job...a job which I'm not sure I even want anymore.
I like what we do - I beleive in what we do as a team, and the services we provide, despite how I feel about it sometimes. However, it's increasingly apparent that the company neither beleives, or cares about what we do - despite the impact it's going to have on their customers (and of course, we all know they are a priority, don't we!!) when we leave.
I supposed I'm conflicted really: bits of me want to go, naturally, for even a small promotion, others say don't go - out of a sense of "loyalty" (for want of a better word) to my collegues and friends; not to go because it'll never be the same without them, or that fact that I'm being so shittily treated by the company etc. Theres a hundred and one negatives floating around, and a few positives - the problem is, my liking for the job is a huge positive attraction....
I need to think.
The rest is silence.
They actually want me to be interviewed for the job...a job which I'm not sure I even want anymore.
I like what we do - I beleive in what we do as a team, and the services we provide, despite how I feel about it sometimes. However, it's increasingly apparent that the company neither beleives, or cares about what we do - despite the impact it's going to have on their customers (and of course, we all know they are a priority, don't we!!) when we leave.
I supposed I'm conflicted really: bits of me want to go, naturally, for even a small promotion, others say don't go - out of a sense of "loyalty" (for want of a better word) to my collegues and friends; not to go because it'll never be the same without them, or that fact that I'm being so shittily treated by the company etc. Theres a hundred and one negatives floating around, and a few positives - the problem is, my liking for the job is a huge positive attraction....
I need to think.
The rest is silence.