not quite pissed, but....
I hate people who think they *really* know me - what do they know? Nothing.
Even Angie - my best mate in the world - doesn't know everything about me.
I sometimes think there are two many "me's" floating around. Everyone knows a different me. Which is fun, sometimes. Means there is a capacity to surprise everyone you know sometime. It also makes me feel kinda false.
LOL at feeling false. I finished that sentence and I went searching for a CD to play...and I found a bloody Spice Girl's CD!!!!. Fuck - I'd totally forgotten that I possessed such an item. Makes me feel slightly human. What I mean is that I like stuff that pisses people off, I have stuff that makes other people cringe. I like that: it just made me feel a bit more individual. I'm different, I'm not gonna fade into the background. I'm me, and if anyone doesn't like it, fuck them. No one will wear me down.
Fuck my boss, fuck Marina, fuck those two faced [deleted expletives], anyone that doesn't take me as I am. I am Colm...hear me roar...etc..
Well that made me feel better.
Now I feel happier.
Must try and remember this feeling.
Even Angie - my best mate in the world - doesn't know everything about me.
I sometimes think there are two many "me's" floating around. Everyone knows a different me. Which is fun, sometimes. Means there is a capacity to surprise everyone you know sometime. It also makes me feel kinda false.
LOL at feeling false. I finished that sentence and I went searching for a CD to play...and I found a bloody Spice Girl's CD!!!!. Fuck - I'd totally forgotten that I possessed such an item. Makes me feel slightly human. What I mean is that I like stuff that pisses people off, I have stuff that makes other people cringe. I like that: it just made me feel a bit more individual. I'm different, I'm not gonna fade into the background. I'm me, and if anyone doesn't like it, fuck them. No one will wear me down.
Fuck my boss, fuck Marina, fuck those two faced [deleted expletives], anyone that doesn't take me as I am. I am Colm...hear me roar...etc..
Well that made me feel better.
Now I feel happier.
Must try and remember this feeling.