Sans sujet

Feb 18, 2002 11:28

Am posting to LJ a lot more frequently lately. I think it has to do with all thats going on, and the discovery that a) I'm not weird or b) other people in my sphere are as weird as I am.

La-dee-daa, still have thoughts of wonderful Waterford. (i.e, what if I go there, what will happen etc). It's not that I won't like it, I'm pretty happy no matter where I am, but still....a lot of if's still hanging in the air.

Why is everything so far away?? Why must we wait for so long???? I wish end of month was tomorrow, and end of April next week. My nerves cant survive much more of this waiting.

Still feeling the net-distance thing with regards to someone. I *want* to help, and be there, but there is that whole physical seperation thing going on. Why is it possible to feel so close to someone online? When they run into trouble, you feel like you want to help, but can't...typed words don't seem to mean anything. You feel like you should be physically there to support them in times of need.

I hate seeing my friends hurting, the only thing I hate more is not being there for them.

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I re-took the test. Yay, go me etc....result much more satisfying...ahhhh Spike....[drool, slurp, etc.]



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