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Apr 09, 2006 00:41

I can't stop thinking about this one night when I was lying in bed with the window open, it was raining and I really felt like I went back in time. I was camping with a god friend Holly in the cabot trails.... but it wasn't even raining. In fact, the weather was beautiful and when we woke up there were drops of dew everywhere including the top of the tent and when we moved they all fell down in one motion.
Certain songs remind me of this, such as any beck song on the sea of change album, and a few flaming lips songs. This starts a thought process and I feel so sick for home. Everything I hated when I was there I miss passionately. Like all the people that dressed horribly and talked really horrible english grammar. I miss that, it's not here.I call my dad drunk in the middle of the night to hear his hick accent. And Presto pastaworks. And the paperchase cafe. And Dharma sushi. And Great Ocean. And the commons. And Queen st. Spring Garden road. Halifax, do you know how beautiful you are?
And steph mackay. What a truly amazing person. Robyn I know you hear me.
I miss nature so much, I think I would eat the grass if I saw it in front of me.
I'm just bitter that I didn't appreciate what I had right in front of me the whole time and wanted to leave it immediately. So cliche, but really, you don't know what you got till it's gone.
Story of my life.
Blah.
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