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so my senior year is finally coming to a close...and yet im still numb. im starting to think maybe im not going to feel anything at all when all is said and done. i know for a fact, im walking away from someone i love so much, someone who has given me strength in times i felt no one was there...someone i spent countless weekends with making smoothies, playing dress-up, dancing to christina aguilera, putting on tacky makeup and checking out boys...she's my inspiration, my sister, my other half in which i would not be complete without. brittany i love you. and no matter how far i go, i will always come back for you, and i will never leave you behind. nor will i ever forget you because you have the biggest place in my heart. and no matter how mad we get at eachother, or how much you think i dont care...i do and we'll always be friends foreva, foreva eva? for eva eva? YES forever bitches.
in other news...many things have been happening, both good and both bad. but mostly the bad things have seemed to start working themselves out. graduation is on thursday and after that im on my own journey to find what im destined to do. im on a journey to fill my dream and i will be alone in san francisco and be forced to find a way to go to school and live...on my own. its both scary and exciting, but i know im in for quite a ride. I have wonderful wonderful friends that are helping me through my hard times, and have thrown together a road trip for me to go to sfsu to register for my classes, since plane tickets were three million dollars. i didnt realize how much my friends cared about me until that day.
im going to apply for another job, hopefully i can work two this summer before i leave in august. my roomate seems like he's gonna be fun and a half. today i pierced my nose...i wonder what my boss is going to say about that. uhhhh. the stud i have is alittle big, but i just changed it to a smaller one about an hour ago, and this weekend i hope to put a ring in. jeremy told me its best to leave the stud in for a week before i go fishing around for the hole by putting in the loop. hmm he's smart.
emilio comes home tonite...im not sure when. he told me hed be back at 6, but now its about 8:30 and no word....i miss him alot. i didnt think i would because it was only going to be four days, and we've been apart much much longer. im very excited to see him soon.