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im starting to lose interest in the letter writing process...
Whats this?! becky updating her livejournal?! OH MY! i think too much has happened over the months i have not updated to include in this entry, so ill keep it recent.
Lately my life has been nothing but a ball of confusion, loneliness, boredom and doubt in my stomach. But ive also had some good things happen. I think over time, ill figure everything out and the pieces will fall as they will.
So this valentine's day was nice, but i dont think any valentines day can top last years mae show. This year, emilio picked me up from school and presented me with a dozed pink roses that were oh so beautiful, but now are dying on my desk in my room. And then he took me out to lunch at el cholo, and that was great, and we just hung out at his house for a little while before his band practice and then he brought me home, where i studied and did alot of homework i happened to have. This week ive just seemed to be overwhelmed with work and ive been also becomingeasily frustrated by my short attention span. errrrg!
ive been home the majority of this week doing homework and what not. Yesterday emilio picked me up and we went to his house where i talked with his mom and then they got into an arguement and then we went to jerome's where i was bored out of my mind and got mad at emilio. and then he brought me home because he was going to the adam corolla show and i couldnt go cuz im not 18 yet. and then, i came home really super pissed, and i took a relaxing bath and watched homeroom, which was a really good movie. and i stayed up last nite listening to the rain and watching the lightning, which scared me for some reason.
today i was awoken by thunder, it was so amazing. i called to wake up emilio so we could talk about everything thats been on my mind, and we had a very good resolving situation. im becoming better with this communication thing, and i find it easier for me to tell him right when something's bothering me, rather than keeping it in for so long. im very happy now that we had a good talk. Today emilio's band is supposed to play at the train station, but i think they wont be able to if it rains. so we'll see what happens. I kinda hope it doesnt rain so i can see all the trains again.
i got my report card today and i got a 4.0 again, im very happy. and my 18th birthday is wednesday, im excited because im gonna go see mae at the chain...i havent seen mae in such a long time, and im excited to hear stuff off their new cd.
this week has been pretty crummy, but i think ive managed to pull myself together, also id like to thank my new friend danny for everything. you are truely amazing. im glad we're friends.
i hope this rain never ends....
on a lighter note, i was bored and made this....[you got tbs to thank for sparking my creativity]
im starting to lose interest in the letter writing process...
Whats this?! becky updating her livejournal?! OH MY! i think too much has happened over the months i have not updated to include in this entry, so ill keep it recent.
Lately my life has been nothing but a ball of confusion, loneliness, boredom and doubt in my stomach. But ive also had some good things happen. I think over time, ill figure everything out and the pieces will fall as they will.
So this valentine's day was nice, but i dont think any valentines day can top last years mae show. This year, emilio picked me up from school and presented me with a dozed pink roses that were oh so beautiful, but now are dying on my desk in my room. And then he took me out to lunch at el cholo, and that was great, and we just hung out at his house for a little while before his band practice and then he brought me home, where i studied and did alot of homework i happened to have. This week ive just seemed to be overwhelmed with work and ive been also becomingeasily frustrated by my short attention span. errrrg!
ive been home the majority of this week doing homework and what not. Yesterday emilio picked me up and we went to his house where i talked with his mom and then they got into an arguement and then we went to jerome's where i was bored out of my mind and got mad at emilio. and then he brought me home because he was going to the adam corolla show and i couldnt go cuz im not 18 yet. and then, i came home really super pissed, and i took a relaxing bath and watched homeroom, which was a really good movie. and i stayed up last nite listening to the rain and watching the lightning, which scared me for some reason.
today i was awoken by thunder, it was so amazing. i called to wake up emilio so we could talk about everything thats been on my mind, and we had a very good resolving situation. im becoming better with this communication thing, and i find it easier for me to tell him right when something's bothering me, rather than keeping it in for so long. im very happy now that we had a good talk. Today emilio's band is supposed to play at the train station, but i think they wont be able to if it rains. so we'll see what happens. I kinda hope it doesnt rain so i can see all the trains again.
i got my report card today and i got a 4.0 again, im very happy. and my 18th birthday is wednesday, im excited because im gonna go see mae at the chain...i havent seen mae in such a long time, and im excited to hear stuff off their new cd.
this week has been pretty crummy, but i think ive managed to pull myself together, also id like to thank my new friend danny for everything. you are truely amazing. im glad we're friends.
i hope this rain never ends....
on a lighter note, i was bored and made this....[you got tbs to thank for sparking my creativity]