its you and me, we could get out of here......
windows down, we see a falling star.......
So yesterday was valentine's day. WOW oh WOW. My day started out pretty rushed, i got up at 8 to run errands with my mom at 9. We went and did a little shopping, i got emilio some kick ass things for vday. well they werent really for vday, just i thought of him when i saw each thing. Then we went to the store so i could buy some things for our picnic...and then my mom dropped me off at home so i could get ready cuz emilio was supposed to pick me up at one. So i started the cupcakes, curled my hair, got dressed and did my makeup. then i frosted the cupcakes and set everything for out picnic in a bag ready to go with a blanket. Then i called emilio cuz it was about 1:20 to see where he was, figured out that somehow my phone was unplugged, i plugged it in, called emilio, got directions to KOOS and he came and picked me up and we headed off to see MAE
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
we could burn this town....
So we got to KOOS, we were a bit late, we saw about 3 songs from copelan and then made our way alittle closer to the stage while MAE set up. When they went on, they made everyone sit down...soo everyone sat down except emilio and I and we were just standing in the middle of everyone...so we scrunched in the little space we could...and by the time mae was done, emilio was in my lap and both my legs had fallen asleep. ((goodtimes!! only for mae though!)) Dave and Zach were the only two guys there, the bass player was in the crowd somewhere, but i didnt see him. Dave has such an amazing voice, and both are extremely talented guitarists....Dave told some funnie ass jokes and stories and what not..it was cool cuz he told the whole story of how the name MAE came about. The whole experience of finally getting to see mae in such an intimate environment was so unexplainable. it made me forget about all the things that have been bothering me, and made me fall in love all over again with their music. Taking me to that show was the best gift emilio could've ever given me. Although MAE didnt play all deliberate speed, they DID play 'giving it away' which is absolutely one of the most important songs to me. After going to that show, i realized how many things in my life im happy about, and what i'd like to change. and im determined to change them.
After MAE finished, and emilio and i stood up, and i got some feeling back into my legs, we went to meet dave and have him sign my tickets, i got one signed for michelle since she wasnt able to go. He was sooo nice!!!! and then i saw zach standing around talking to some guy, so emilio and i went, and zach was eating a lollipop and he dropped and broke his..and i had one in my purse, so i gave it to him, and he was all "thanks for the lollipop omg thanks so much!!" and then i had him sign my tickets. That was really cool!!! and then emilio and i skipped on our merry way.
I dont think i will ever experience anything like this again. I cant even begin to explain how much mae has helped me realize about both myself and my life...they've gotten me through some really hard times...and blah i dunno anyways!!!!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
after the show, emilio and i returned to my house to pick up the stuff for the picnic, and then we went to his house to cook the white macaroni he wanted. it didnt come out so great, it tasted like buttered noodles....and it was too cold, so we ended up having our picnic indoors. we ate ALOT last nite, and im still full. But i had a great nite. He also got me the best card in the whole world.. it said, "valentine, you're like a remote control........((then on the inside)) you can turn me on from across the room." LMFAO that was too perfect coming from him. emilio and his lame jokes, omg. hahahah. i love him so. hahah. i started falling asleep last nite cuz i was sooo tired, and i got home about 10 minutes before 12. which is early, cuz i usually come home about 10 minutes after 12. hahaha. and i went straight to sleep.
today i woke up feeling like crap again. i look like shit, i dress like shit, i feel like shit. i hate this. i want to be beautiful.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
introduce me to the moment...
My birthday is next week, emilio and i are going to spend saturday in san diego and eat at Sombrero's and go to the beach. Im excited, i havent been to san diego in about 4 years. its going to be beautiful.
Things with my mom are iffy again, i told her i dont want shit from her for my birthday. she's still giving me a hard time about some things, i wish things were better for us.
i know there's a reason why im in this too deep.
I would really like to understand why things are beautiful to me.
So yesterday was valentine's day. WOW oh WOW. My day started out pretty rushed, i got up at 8 to run errands with my mom at 9. We went and did a little shopping, i got emilio some kick ass things for vday. well they werent really for vday, just i thought of him when i saw each thing. Then we went to the store so i could buy some things for our picnic...and then my mom dropped me off at home so i could get ready cuz emilio was supposed to pick me up at one. So i started the cupcakes, curled my hair, got dressed and did my makeup. then i frosted the cupcakes and set everything for out picnic in a bag ready to go with a blanket. Then i called emilio cuz it was about 1:20 to see where he was, figured out that somehow my phone was unplugged, i plugged it in, called emilio, got directions to KOOS and he came and picked me up and we headed off to see MAE
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
we could burn this town....
So we got to KOOS, we were a bit late, we saw about 3 songs from copelan and then made our way alittle closer to the stage while MAE set up. When they went on, they made everyone sit down...soo everyone sat down except emilio and I and we were just standing in the middle of everyone...so we scrunched in the little space we could...and by the time mae was done, emilio was in my lap and both my legs had fallen asleep. ((goodtimes!! only for mae though!)) Dave and Zach were the only two guys there, the bass player was in the crowd somewhere, but i didnt see him. Dave has such an amazing voice, and both are extremely talented guitarists....Dave told some funnie ass jokes and stories and what not..it was cool cuz he told the whole story of how the name MAE came about. The whole experience of finally getting to see mae in such an intimate environment was so unexplainable. it made me forget about all the things that have been bothering me, and made me fall in love all over again with their music. Taking me to that show was the best gift emilio could've ever given me. Although MAE didnt play all deliberate speed, they DID play 'giving it away' which is absolutely one of the most important songs to me. After going to that show, i realized how many things in my life im happy about, and what i'd like to change. and im determined to change them.
After MAE finished, and emilio and i stood up, and i got some feeling back into my legs, we went to meet dave and have him sign my tickets, i got one signed for michelle since she wasnt able to go. He was sooo nice!!!! and then i saw zach standing around talking to some guy, so emilio and i went, and zach was eating a lollipop and he dropped and broke his..and i had one in my purse, so i gave it to him, and he was all "thanks for the lollipop omg thanks so much!!" and then i had him sign my tickets. That was really cool!!! and then emilio and i skipped on our merry way.
I dont think i will ever experience anything like this again. I cant even begin to explain how much mae has helped me realize about both myself and my life...they've gotten me through some really hard times...and blah i dunno anyways!!!!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
after the show, emilio and i returned to my house to pick up the stuff for the picnic, and then we went to his house to cook the white macaroni he wanted. it didnt come out so great, it tasted like buttered noodles....and it was too cold, so we ended up having our picnic indoors. we ate ALOT last nite, and im still full. But i had a great nite. He also got me the best card in the whole world.. it said, "valentine, you're like a remote control........((then on the inside)) you can turn me on from across the room." LMFAO that was too perfect coming from him. emilio and his lame jokes, omg. hahahah. i love him so. hahah. i started falling asleep last nite cuz i was sooo tired, and i got home about 10 minutes before 12. which is early, cuz i usually come home about 10 minutes after 12. hahaha. and i went straight to sleep.
today i woke up feeling like crap again. i look like shit, i dress like shit, i feel like shit. i hate this. i want to be beautiful.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
introduce me to the moment...
My birthday is next week, emilio and i are going to spend saturday in san diego and eat at Sombrero's and go to the beach. Im excited, i havent been to san diego in about 4 years. its going to be beautiful.
Things with my mom are iffy again, i told her i dont want shit from her for my birthday. she's still giving me a hard time about some things, i wish things were better for us.
i know there's a reason why im in this too deep.
I would really like to understand why things are beautiful to me.