we cant see eye to eye together....
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im sorry i was never anything you ever dreamed....
So today concluded the last day of first semester, and im very very happy to say i did get a 4.0 this semester, not that anyone really gives a shit. Im very very proud of myself, i feel im really learning how to accomplish things i never thought i could. Its giving me a different sense of self. This week went by pretty quick, and was pretty boring. But on wednesday i had a super good day with emilio after school. I think after wednesday i've learned alot more about our relationship and how i can make him alittle more happier. He told me he felt he was really lucky to have me, and asked why i was too good to him, and told me to never go away. It was really sweet coming from him. I have alot coming up in the month of february, im really excited yet kinda scared, cuz im not sure if i can handle it all.
Midtown is next week, im sooo excited!! and then the week after is senses fail, daniel's bday, and valentine's day. Emilio and i are going to have the best valentine's day this year. im really excited, we have alot of fun things planned, but this year im stumped on what to get him/or do for him. soooo i gotta figure something out, soon. and then its going to be my birthday, turning 17 finally. wow, where did the year go? and then im off for three days to idlywild. im nervous about that, but im sure ill have a good time. actually i have the meeting/orientation for that monday. i keep forgetting about that!!!
this weekend is going to be fun, i hope. hahah, tonite im staying in because emilio is going to see strung out, and we didnt make plans anyways. im catching up on sleep, so far i've taken a 3 hour nap and relaxed, listening to the early november. Tomorrow nite i believe emilio and i are gonna meet the gals/homies at skateland. haha thats funnie, skateland. haha. anyways, and then on sunday im supposed to go to church with emilio to see what he does there . Which i assume is sit on a chair and play geetar while people sing songs about god. hmm, should be interesting. hahah.
right now im not in the best mood, and i think the reason why i am, is pretty dam stupid. ill get over it though, i allllllllways do. Tonite im going to finish watching the bjork dvd mike lent me, by that way, its sooo awesom!!!!! and im gonna call michelle and have another heartfelt conversation with her. <3
well im off now.
now watch it fade away..
im sorry i was never anything you ever dreamed....
So today concluded the last day of first semester, and im very very happy to say i did get a 4.0 this semester, not that anyone really gives a shit. Im very very proud of myself, i feel im really learning how to accomplish things i never thought i could. Its giving me a different sense of self. This week went by pretty quick, and was pretty boring. But on wednesday i had a super good day with emilio after school. I think after wednesday i've learned alot more about our relationship and how i can make him alittle more happier. He told me he felt he was really lucky to have me, and asked why i was too good to him, and told me to never go away. It was really sweet coming from him. I have alot coming up in the month of february, im really excited yet kinda scared, cuz im not sure if i can handle it all.
Midtown is next week, im sooo excited!! and then the week after is senses fail, daniel's bday, and valentine's day. Emilio and i are going to have the best valentine's day this year. im really excited, we have alot of fun things planned, but this year im stumped on what to get him/or do for him. soooo i gotta figure something out, soon. and then its going to be my birthday, turning 17 finally. wow, where did the year go? and then im off for three days to idlywild. im nervous about that, but im sure ill have a good time. actually i have the meeting/orientation for that monday. i keep forgetting about that!!!
this weekend is going to be fun, i hope. hahah, tonite im staying in because emilio is going to see strung out, and we didnt make plans anyways. im catching up on sleep, so far i've taken a 3 hour nap and relaxed, listening to the early november. Tomorrow nite i believe emilio and i are gonna meet the gals/homies at skateland. haha thats funnie, skateland. haha. anyways, and then on sunday im supposed to go to church with emilio to see what he does there . Which i assume is sit on a chair and play geetar while people sing songs about god. hmm, should be interesting. hahah.
right now im not in the best mood, and i think the reason why i am, is pretty dam stupid. ill get over it though, i allllllllways do. Tonite im going to finish watching the bjork dvd mike lent me, by that way, its sooo awesom!!!!! and im gonna call michelle and have another heartfelt conversation with her. <3
well im off now.
now watch it fade away..