Normally
I refrain from complaining about this subject.. but it's totally been bugging me lately.. specially as of this month i will now have been Single for 4 years.. Anyone who tries to tell you that it's better to be single has not been single for this long.. trust me.
It's so frustating.
Been working lots on changing my appearance, life style and Attitude.. And i think i've come along way.. but it doesn't make the loneliness any less bearable..
I've also kind of come to the conclusion too that im not moving anywhere unless its for a MUCH better paying job over in van.. cus realistically i've been crunching the numbers, im barely scraping by here in vic @ 17 bux an hour.. so until my car is paid off or a really good paying oppourtunity in van opens up im prob not gonna be able to afford to move out of vic as i planned.. So my plan to move to van for a fresh start and to meet new people is gonna have to be on hold for a while..
As jaime was saying in her lj, i agree with her that there really isn't anything that happens here (besides soundwave) that i would really miss if i left (obviously id miss my friends like crazy)..
But it looks like im gonna be here for a while.. If this sales job at north doug doesn't pan out then im going back to school.. Im thinking Trade school.. something that leads to very good money.., cus with that i can afford to do ANYTHING i want, travel anywhere.. either way.. it's time for a career.. Anyone into going down to camosun for some info sessions with me?
It's so frustating.
Been working lots on changing my appearance, life style and Attitude.. And i think i've come along way.. but it doesn't make the loneliness any less bearable..
I've also kind of come to the conclusion too that im not moving anywhere unless its for a MUCH better paying job over in van.. cus realistically i've been crunching the numbers, im barely scraping by here in vic @ 17 bux an hour.. so until my car is paid off or a really good paying oppourtunity in van opens up im prob not gonna be able to afford to move out of vic as i planned.. So my plan to move to van for a fresh start and to meet new people is gonna have to be on hold for a while..
As jaime was saying in her lj, i agree with her that there really isn't anything that happens here (besides soundwave) that i would really miss if i left (obviously id miss my friends like crazy)..
But it looks like im gonna be here for a while.. If this sales job at north doug doesn't pan out then im going back to school.. Im thinking Trade school.. something that leads to very good money.., cus with that i can afford to do ANYTHING i want, travel anywhere.. either way.. it's time for a career.. Anyone into going down to camosun for some info sessions with me?