Here's to a new start....
So...I have decided to write on livejournal more often as one of my New Year's resolutions. Good luck with that, Colleen.
Too bad I have to start this off on a slightly somber note. Let's see, Christmas break was not too good. I mean, it was great to see people from McT that I hadn't seen in a very long time, but there were alot of unnerving epiphanies experienced at the same time. I had a conversation regarding this with a friend the other night, and thought that I would post about it. Hmmm, it seems that since going to college and then having a 'regrouping' period like Christmas break, it seems apparent that there is a pretty HUGE difference between 'friends' from highschool and 'acquaintances'. Not that the people I didn't see aren't friends, but some people I saw in passing and not even acknowledgement was made. Granted, it's not anyone's fault, and I'm not trying to be nasty...this was just an observation.
Emily Haynes, if you're out there.....I MISS YOU!!!!!!! And I can't believe that I didn't get to see you over Christmas break! We didn't even talk at all! :( I DO love you, truly, and can't wait till we meet again!
On another meloncholy note: There were a few things that happened over break that made me sad. Or rather, things happened and things DIDN'T happen...I think it was the latter that bothered me the most. Oh well. In regards to something pretty important that happened (or at least, it was important to me), and directed to those involved: I'm not sure that I'm sorry for any of it...and I wish I knew if I was or not. But until things are cleared up (which may never happen by the looks of things) I'm not regretting my part in any of it. I just wish we were ALL more mature. I just keep relating this to an experience at SHC...I had very close friends (or so i thought) before I left, and now that we are back, everything is different and we don't really talk to each other anymore.
Sorry bout that...had to get it off my chest. Anyways, I hope everyone had an incredible Christmas break! I do miss everyone and wish you guys the best. My future entries WILL be more lighthearted!
Love ya!
Too bad I have to start this off on a slightly somber note. Let's see, Christmas break was not too good. I mean, it was great to see people from McT that I hadn't seen in a very long time, but there were alot of unnerving epiphanies experienced at the same time. I had a conversation regarding this with a friend the other night, and thought that I would post about it. Hmmm, it seems that since going to college and then having a 'regrouping' period like Christmas break, it seems apparent that there is a pretty HUGE difference between 'friends' from highschool and 'acquaintances'. Not that the people I didn't see aren't friends, but some people I saw in passing and not even acknowledgement was made. Granted, it's not anyone's fault, and I'm not trying to be nasty...this was just an observation.
Emily Haynes, if you're out there.....I MISS YOU!!!!!!! And I can't believe that I didn't get to see you over Christmas break! We didn't even talk at all! :( I DO love you, truly, and can't wait till we meet again!
On another meloncholy note: There were a few things that happened over break that made me sad. Or rather, things happened and things DIDN'T happen...I think it was the latter that bothered me the most. Oh well. In regards to something pretty important that happened (or at least, it was important to me), and directed to those involved: I'm not sure that I'm sorry for any of it...and I wish I knew if I was or not. But until things are cleared up (which may never happen by the looks of things) I'm not regretting my part in any of it. I just wish we were ALL more mature. I just keep relating this to an experience at SHC...I had very close friends (or so i thought) before I left, and now that we are back, everything is different and we don't really talk to each other anymore.
Sorry bout that...had to get it off my chest. Anyways, I hope everyone had an incredible Christmas break! I do miss everyone and wish you guys the best. My future entries WILL be more lighthearted!
Love ya!