these seem like dark days
The last month has been filled with some sad tidings, panic and mayhem, broken hearts and more. I blame the weather! Something does not seem to be quite right in the world…a plague if you will…of uncertainty. Every week I seem to be gifted with more bad news. Three of my friend’s mothers are diagnosed with different forms of cancer; one of which has already succumbed to it (rest in peace Mrs. Shaw). The others are mothers of very special people to me. It seems that there is little that can be done except to stand by and support; it makes me feel helpless… I will continue to pray though, and offer any assistance I can. Is this the final check for man? Will we only ever be second best to disease?
There is a veil of uncertainty that is before my eyes right now. The future could not be more unclear and frightening. Many others around me are feeling this as well, and it seems that there is little that can be done for us to ease the fears of the others. I feel a lack of passion and an increasing despair that some how my life will crash all around me; everything I hold dear will leave and I will be left in the wake of what was once my happy life! Damn this rain cloud! GO AWAY! I want my stability! I want my rosy outlook back! I want my dermatitis to go away! I want all my relationships to be successful and my endeavours rewarding! Is this so much to ask? I ask for no more than anyone else. Why this campaign of debauchery to keep my life in flux! A PLAGUE ON YOU! Take your precious pain and leave me! I know I am alive! Why must you drive me to tears and bad punctuation practices!
There is a veil of uncertainty that is before my eyes right now. The future could not be more unclear and frightening. Many others around me are feeling this as well, and it seems that there is little that can be done for us to ease the fears of the others. I feel a lack of passion and an increasing despair that some how my life will crash all around me; everything I hold dear will leave and I will be left in the wake of what was once my happy life! Damn this rain cloud! GO AWAY! I want my stability! I want my rosy outlook back! I want my dermatitis to go away! I want all my relationships to be successful and my endeavours rewarding! Is this so much to ask? I ask for no more than anyone else. Why this campaign of debauchery to keep my life in flux! A PLAGUE ON YOU! Take your precious pain and leave me! I know I am alive! Why must you drive me to tears and bad punctuation practices!