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[collidedxolips]

do you know what people hate?

broken hearts.

I'm sorry for the words I said,
and I'm sorry for the words I didnt say.

I'm sorry I couldnt make you happy,
I'm sorry I caused regret.
I'm sorry I touched you there, I'm sorry I returned your kiss.
I'm sorry I shared your breath, I'm sorry you stole mine.
I'm sorry you saw my soul, I'm sorry I opened my eyes.
I'm sorry I shared my thoughts, emotions, and feelings with you.
I'm sorry you saw me cry.
I'm just plain sorry that this didnt work out, because I wanted more than anything for it to do so.

I want to be stronger.
I want to learn.
I want to be happy.
I want to feel butterflies.
I want to feel my heart race.
I want to move on.
I want not to miss you when you move.
I want not to remember you.
I want not to remember where I put my hands.
I want not to remember how you smell, smile, and dress.
I want not to think of you again.
I just want.. another to take my mind off of you.