last day of school :(
monday i went home with kendra from school to finish up working on a scrapbook for miss putt. it was pretty fun..we ate a lot. haha. but i wasn't feeling the greatest that day or the day before so i came home and took a nap. :D naps are so great. then on tuesday @ school i went outside to help with the 6th grade track and feild day. it was pretty cool.. i did the softball threw with taylor and heidi. we had a blast, though..even though it was so fruckin hot. the 6th graders were really stupid though, our job would have been so much easier if they would just use their heads. like, you had to stand where you threw your ball. and we had cones down, so all the kid would have had to do was look where their cone was, and go across from it to the side. well the kids were like running and standing by their cone and shit..hm, seriously..do you want to get hit by the next person that is throwing? i don't think so. hah, they were stupid. and only 3 people stood out at a time..so how hard is it to notice if your ball was further than someone elses to see if you have to go out. yeah, that's not very hard. oh well. taylor came home with me after school and we took pictures and then took them to wal*mart to get developed. then we went out to eat, then picked the pictures up. after we came back home for a while we went to practice in montoursville. practice was okay i guess. hm, then today was the last day of school. first period i watched girls swim in the showers in the locker room, ha. and i also played some basketball first period. then i went to second period and watched a movie and played cards. then 3rd period, i went to miss putt's with a couple girls and hung out..same with 4th period. then 5th i went outside with eckley and we played kickball. my class tied with the 6th/7th graders. then of course 6th was our last lunch in middle school..whoo. taylor and i totally forgot to start our food fight. damn. hah. then we went to homeroom and got dismissed. (it was a half day) then after that me, kendra, and tierra went to miss putt's. and then kendra left around 1..and tierra and i stayed until around 4. we helped her clean her room a little, and we shopped online with her. haha. it was fun. i'm going to miss her like crazy..but we'll definitely keep in touch so it's all good. then i came home and went out to eat with the rents. i asked my mom nicely to take me for a movie so she did..ha, i got the hillz with paris hilton. has anyone seen it? is it good? tonight i'm watching the championship softball game, ucla vs. michigan. right now it's tied 1-1, in the 8th inning. i am hoping ucla wins! :) so tomorrow..i think tierra and i might venture over to the school and see miss putt again. i'm so excited that i'll actually be able to sleep in tomorrow and take forever to get ready for the day. haha, since i am limited with time in the morning before school. i can't believe school is over already..it went by so fast! but then i might ask T to stay over and watch that movie with me..i guess she could just come home with me after practice. i don't know yet.
if you guys have been wondering about parker and i..i'll fill you in. well, we've been talking and not fighting. so, that's good. actually he's been really really sweet to me. and i want to take him back so bad..but what he did. i can't forget what he did..he hurt me so bad and i don't know if i can trust him like before..and i'm not getting into a relationship where i have to worry about what he's doing when we aren't together. i'm really not doing that. but he's been sending me really sweet text messages and stuff..and tells me how he misses me, and how he is thinking of me all the time. and that he wants me back so bad..and he'd never hurt me again and how much he loves me. i think maybe..if he isn't doing anything when i go over to the school i'll ask him if he wants to come over and go for a walk with me. i think i'll probably end up giving in to him. i hate to see him sad and missing me..because that's how i feel. and if what we both want is each other..then i think we should give it another try. he's just really gotta' get his trust back. it's hard to forget how much you love someone; and when you love someone you want to be with them..and i love him, so much. so that's that for you guys.. i think i'm going to go catch the end of the game that is now in the 9th inning. later<3
if you guys have been wondering about parker and i..i'll fill you in. well, we've been talking and not fighting. so, that's good. actually he's been really really sweet to me. and i want to take him back so bad..but what he did. i can't forget what he did..he hurt me so bad and i don't know if i can trust him like before..and i'm not getting into a relationship where i have to worry about what he's doing when we aren't together. i'm really not doing that. but he's been sending me really sweet text messages and stuff..and tells me how he misses me, and how he is thinking of me all the time. and that he wants me back so bad..and he'd never hurt me again and how much he loves me. i think maybe..if he isn't doing anything when i go over to the school i'll ask him if he wants to come over and go for a walk with me. i think i'll probably end up giving in to him. i hate to see him sad and missing me..because that's how i feel. and if what we both want is each other..then i think we should give it another try. he's just really gotta' get his trust back. it's hard to forget how much you love someone; and when you love someone you want to be with them..and i love him, so much. so that's that for you guys.. i think i'm going to go catch the end of the game that is now in the 9th inning. later<3