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I hate that moment, that point where you realize that you're utterly fucked.  I just want to go and start blaming my prof for being unreal (in a very bad way), the university for even putting the words "science distribution course" in the course calender, and myself for not dropping this piece shit.  Then I come to another realization.  Even though I attending every single fucking lecture there is absolutely nothing I can do but cram cram cram cram cram cram cram cram cram cram cram cram cram cram!  And this most painful part about it is that it will probably do nothing for me.

I'm an artsy, I write papers, read excruciating boring articles, contemplate the pointless and read comic books for class.  Why can't you just let me pass, get my freaking half credit and let me be?  I just want to be...

Please please just let me be...