existential ice capps pt.II

Jul 23, 2006 23:14


Recently I had fallen in the trap where I would think about the things that were out of my control.  Sit and worry, worry, worry whenever I was still.  I'd have trouble sleeping and concentrating, and it was ever so annoying.  I remember the last time I was afflicted by this, of all things it took and severe case of brain freeze to teach me to just wait.

So here I am, waiting.  I wake up, pull on my pleated pants, button up my shirt, and comb my hair.  Take the TTC to work and so on.  Monday to Friday, every week.  On weekends its friends and sleep(oh how i miss sound of lawn mowers waking me up).  Life is average, average as can be.  I'm just chugging on until I'll reach then.

Then is when.  Then is when I can finally stop waiting and start doing.  Enjoy life a little more.  More freedom, less average.  Mmmm...freedom and some action will be nice.  At least I can guarantee myself then will come.

This time it didn't take an extremely cold beverage to remind me the virtue of patience.  It took a big hill, a beautiful night sky, a fast skateboard and this song.
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