Things I Am Scared Of, By Erinn
1. My yearly physical appt. is tomorrow morning. Usually I have like a month to mentally prepare myself for these things, but my doctor called me this morning to tell me they had an opening at 10am on Friday, and that I could have it. I couldn't say no, 'cause my doctor is really hard to get an appt. with, at this time of year. Fuck. Very scared.
2. I am flying to Toronto to visit Allison on the 15th. Despite the fact that I did the same flight like two months ago, it doesn't make me any less scared that the plane is going to fall out of the sky.
3. Christmas shopping. Nothing terrifies me more. I have to start soon, and it's going to be painful. I don't like going shopping with out a list, and I've been putting off making the list for like a month now. I just know I'm going to leave it until it is WAY too late to get anything done. Also, my little sister wants me to get her a dildo. wtf?
4. Panic is starting to set in for my January Greece/Italy trip. I was hoping I'd have a little more time before it hit me, but clearly I hoped wrong.
5. Exam (singular) coming up. Because I love my prof so dearly, I am already having performance anxiety. I want to please him, but I'm worried that I'm going to procrastinate on studying and then do miserably.
On the up-side, just typing out those fears and categorizing them definitely helped, and I'm already feeling slightly better about some of them. Most of the stress will be over in three weeks anyway.
On the up-side: I started listening to Brand New again, I get to stay at Andrea's apt all weekend if I so choose, with the world's most awesome cat, Rufus is friends with me again, Alan Chorney let me help him study for his film class, I get to shop for flowers for Anita's wedding on Saturday, then shop for presents with Shawn, then go to Levon's work Christmas party, then go home to a bad movie night at my place. Sunday is playing with movie making, then possibly a Crystal Chronicles night. Who could ask for more? Not Erinn.
2. I am flying to Toronto to visit Allison on the 15th. Despite the fact that I did the same flight like two months ago, it doesn't make me any less scared that the plane is going to fall out of the sky.
3. Christmas shopping. Nothing terrifies me more. I have to start soon, and it's going to be painful. I don't like going shopping with out a list, and I've been putting off making the list for like a month now. I just know I'm going to leave it until it is WAY too late to get anything done. Also, my little sister wants me to get her a dildo. wtf?
4. Panic is starting to set in for my January Greece/Italy trip. I was hoping I'd have a little more time before it hit me, but clearly I hoped wrong.
5. Exam (singular) coming up. Because I love my prof so dearly, I am already having performance anxiety. I want to please him, but I'm worried that I'm going to procrastinate on studying and then do miserably.
On the up-side, just typing out those fears and categorizing them definitely helped, and I'm already feeling slightly better about some of them. Most of the stress will be over in three weeks anyway.
On the up-side: I started listening to Brand New again, I get to stay at Andrea's apt all weekend if I so choose, with the world's most awesome cat, Rufus is friends with me again, Alan Chorney let me help him study for his film class, I get to shop for flowers for Anita's wedding on Saturday, then shop for presents with Shawn, then go to Levon's work Christmas party, then go home to a bad movie night at my place. Sunday is playing with movie making, then possibly a Crystal Chronicles night. Who could ask for more? Not Erinn.