Hello again.
Well back to what I was talking about. How do you get over something when the only way that you get over something is to talk about it with the people that the problem is with and they don't want to talk about it? I mean I am a very reasonable person but when I feel like i have to stick up for my self every time this one subject comes up then you know there I a problem. It feels like it is ok for people to talk about things that has happened in the past but sometimes I cant. Well not without feeling like I am two inches tall. I mean come on I was a kid in highschool when all this shit hit the fan. And it felt that no matter where I turned the people I talked to or what that they would say the same thing. And after hearing the same thing over over and over you want to hit something or someone. A part of me is tell me to let it go. But with everything and the hurt that is still there I can't. Man I am one messed up person. It's a good thing no one reads theses. LOL! I sure as hell wine alot.