i have a problem. my problem is that i have an addictive personality and i love the self-inflicted pain that accompanies abusing my body. if you take a cross-section of my life and look at any individual day, i typically don't drink more than an average person would on that day. my problem is, i can't stop. i love the highs and the lows of my
(
Read more... )
now... you may ask how the fuck can two guys be in a 69 position licking ass? my answer to you is that there are some flexible motherfuckers out there.
...i can imagine where you're at in life right now and it is a shitty time im sure. trying to quit drinking (or drug abuse) is certainly not easy, i know. i always wonder if there will be a time when i tell myself that maybe i should stop doing all the shit im doing and it seems as though thats kinda where you're at in your life.
at the same time, and maybe this will change, im no advocate of sobriety. i think its def necessary to have an outlet and for us it was always either booze or drugs. but always in moderation.
seems as though we always managed to keep ourselves in check ... well for the most part ... yet always had a crazy time. now that im not there, and you're not here, seems like we've both managed to fall into similar pitfalls.
hope all goes well on your road to recovery.
Reply
Leave a comment