Aug 25, 2005 15:08
As i sit here comtemplating... on the right thing to decide, will i take the wrong direction, all my life i wonder where will i go, what will lie ahead of me. I have strong determination, and i am not afraid of change..I have yet to find that someone who would care to statifsy me, who will stand right by me....who can i run to? When i need luv, My mind is so confusing, who would be that special one, everyday i try to find u. I know luv has meanings and a message very clear, and all it takes is time and patentice....but i tell u who can i run to?
I thing i have had it up to here (Hold hand high above my head) with trying to be there for everyone and the ones who appreciate me i see that, but the other randoms who think that i owe them something, well they can go fucking find someone else to run all over, cause i am not the one!
And to top it off...i cant stand the gas prices! i mean really! how and the hell do the expect me to make it when she is so freakin $$$$....i dont want my truck...but now that i dont have it cause somehow she ran out of gas i wish i had it...i cant get to work i cant do anything...ugh!@!!!!im done with today..and its only 33opm!