What's Really The Deal Rhoda

Jul 06, 2005 02:54

Well it is now July 5th i think and i have not received a notice from my apt saying that my rent check bounced.....well at least not yet!!! I had to do what i had to do in order to cover my ass....and even though i dont have the money in my account right now it seemed like the only thing to do considering that no one else at this point in time can help me out.

I know i kinda put myself in this situation and i am not blaming anyone else but i had reached a point in my life that i was very unhappy with the situation that i was in and i had to do something about it.

i have been working at my other job at night pickin up hours here and there and it seems to be ok for now...but considering that i wont get paid for another two weeks the money is not coming in as fast as i would like it to but i think that i will have to just stick to it and i am sure that things will work out for the better. i mean they kinda have to cause i will be moving out of this apt and moving into a 2 bedroom apt with my new roommate!!!! GAG that gives me exactaly a month to get at least a good amount of bills taken care of before i tranfser over to my new apt!!!

I have been spending a good deal of time with Andre, Martin and Derek these past few weeks and i can honestly say that i truley do luv Andre, I really do respect and trust martin and derek and luv them just the same...but there is something about this boy....i cant put my finger on it...but i know that i have learned from my previous mistakes and i know that i am taking things for face value..even when that person tells u out of the blue on a drive back from taking random pictures from downtown that "I luv you matthew" i felt the strange feeling cause i have not had anyone tell me that and really meant it!!!! but i took all of that night in and made it worthwhile...i enjoyed the night and made the next day worth wild...even though i have alot on my mind......o well this 2 will pass...and effective 2morrow i will be employed 2 more places to make a total of 3 jobs!! Damn...and i mesking or Jamiacan!!! LOL

well kiddos ...i gott get some shut i just got off from the Boat and need to get some rest...holla back in a few days!!!
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