stuff
it seems like all I ever write about is when things with me and e arent good or my life is sucky or whatnot so guess what part of this entry is going to be about. thats right, sucky stuff. E and I are having a difficult time right now. We're in the DTR talks again so who knows what that's gonna bring. I think she's getting ready to give me the I'm away at college and I'm going to meet new people and new guys and whatnot speech which I've heard once but before she left for school this time she said things were different with us and more serious but it's not looking like it. I think she's doing the how to lose a guy in 10 days deal. It just seems that way. Anyways, who knows whats going to happen. I have to go back to work tomorrow night and I dont know if I want to go see e at the end of this month still or not. we'll see when I talk to her tonight. Well, I've met a new good friend at church. her name is on here will be C. She's really nice and her parents are really cool and whatnot but anyways. I'm gonna go make a phone call and prob come back and post more about crap between e and i since that's who I'm callin. well, bye for now