Ciao Bello
You want to be care free, but you’re not. You want to make your life to be a Jack Johnson song… it’s not and it will never be. You don’t allow yourself to fall recklessly. You had me going for a while though, not going to lie and say you didn’t, but while I’m at it (being completely honest that is) perhaps I allowed myself to fall under the security blanket that was the fact that I would not be staying. Get a grip of yourself. You are a young boy; much too young to be trying to force out this unnatural art you are constantly seeking within your soul. We were not all meant to be artists, some try and fail and you, my friend, are one of the failures… only in that you are forcing the wrong art. My suggestion to you is that you stop trying to be deep… it is obvious that you are trying, instead give in to your passions. Be free in what you do, feel comfortable, not obliged.
I miss who I thought you were.
I miss who I thought you were.