not poetry just not prose
Simple and Beautiful
She is simply beautiful. Everything a girl should be. Delicate, happy, intelligent,
overall, girly. Everything I am not. Well, no, I lied. I am intelligent…
perhaps more so than her… that is not, however, the point.
She deserves better than you. At least, I think.
What affects me the most is that you always knew I would be there.
Until I wasn’t. But it didn’t matter. Did it?
No.
It wouldn’t be right to say you “lost interest.”
No.
That would imply that there ever was any.
I wasn’t a physical conquest (and I suppose I can take comfort in my strength)
but, you bastard, I was an emotional one.
And you knew it.
You never wanted me and all along you knew how I felt.
That’s fine.
Turns out you are a huge disappointment.
For years I built you up in my mind.
Wondering: what could have been?
Why opportunity had been so cruel?
In character I misinterpreted fate’s protection as cruelty…
I wish I could now be the bigger person
but… I can’t.
I sincerely hope she leaves you.
That you find someone else.
Nowhere near as beautiful,
or graceful,
or feminine,
or bright.
Someone that you deserve.
That is as hideous as you are internally.
Perhaps I don’t deserve much either,
however,
this much I do know…
I DESERVE BETTER THAN YOU.
She is simply beautiful. Everything a girl should be. Delicate, happy, intelligent,
overall, girly. Everything I am not. Well, no, I lied. I am intelligent…
perhaps more so than her… that is not, however, the point.
She deserves better than you. At least, I think.
What affects me the most is that you always knew I would be there.
Until I wasn’t. But it didn’t matter. Did it?
No.
It wouldn’t be right to say you “lost interest.”
No.
That would imply that there ever was any.
I wasn’t a physical conquest (and I suppose I can take comfort in my strength)
but, you bastard, I was an emotional one.
And you knew it.
You never wanted me and all along you knew how I felt.
That’s fine.
Turns out you are a huge disappointment.
For years I built you up in my mind.
Wondering: what could have been?
Why opportunity had been so cruel?
In character I misinterpreted fate’s protection as cruelty…
I wish I could now be the bigger person
but… I can’t.
I sincerely hope she leaves you.
That you find someone else.
Nowhere near as beautiful,
or graceful,
or feminine,
or bright.
Someone that you deserve.
That is as hideous as you are internally.
Perhaps I don’t deserve much either,
however,
this much I do know…
I DESERVE BETTER THAN YOU.