wednesday
ok. deep breath. i have a lot of work to do. alot. and im not doing it. i suck. and i hate myself right now. not like, "omg, im so silly, i hate myself." like "you fucking idiot! you broke my windshield with a fucking chair! i hate you!" hate.
(remember that, will? i think you read this still. you'll probably feel special when you see your name in my post. and you should. nothing wrong with that. i know i do when i see mine in others'. (that apostrophe is in the right place. no typo here. i mean other people's posts. the people is plural, so there is the 's' and the posts belong to the people, so there is an apostrophe after the 's'. just to be clear) god that was a fun night. but no details so we don't get lynched by the morally righteous, ok? quotes from that night: "there's a lobster in the 'fridge" "where's blake? oh no! harley ate him! nope, there he is." "its the cops, get on the porch" "there are ghosts in the backyard" and how we timed each other to see who could hold it the longest. and how squeebs turned white. that night was one of favorites from high school. and you were a part of it will. which was odd at the time because i didnt hang out with you much, even though i like you. and still kinda only do hang out with you because of blake leaving/coming home/whatever. which i dont particularly like very much. we should hang out anyways. instead of just me just mass-inviting everyone who i associte with you(not to say i consider you the "ringleader" but this is said to you, so) to "blake's" things. (like champ, julie, lipring(sorry if you don't like that nickname, but its what i call you in my head when i think of you. hey look, now you can feel special too!), dan, mark, etc.(i used you guys cause you hav ljs and now you can feel special too!! but more so will and lipring(sorry again if) 'cause i talked directly to them. and even though i'm talking directly to you too, it's a group 'you' and not a personal 'you'. so it's just not AS special.)
i left this window open for a very long time. like, several hours. and now, coming back to it, i still havent studied as much as a should have. nor done my program. but i'm taking a nap. so fuck it.
peace
(remember that, will? i think you read this still. you'll probably feel special when you see your name in my post. and you should. nothing wrong with that. i know i do when i see mine in others'. (that apostrophe is in the right place. no typo here. i mean other people's posts. the people is plural, so there is the 's' and the posts belong to the people, so there is an apostrophe after the 's'. just to be clear) god that was a fun night. but no details so we don't get lynched by the morally righteous, ok? quotes from that night: "there's a lobster in the 'fridge" "where's blake? oh no! harley ate him! nope, there he is." "its the cops, get on the porch" "there are ghosts in the backyard" and how we timed each other to see who could hold it the longest. and how squeebs turned white. that night was one of favorites from high school. and you were a part of it will. which was odd at the time because i didnt hang out with you much, even though i like you. and still kinda only do hang out with you because of blake leaving/coming home/whatever. which i dont particularly like very much. we should hang out anyways. instead of just me just mass-inviting everyone who i associte with you(not to say i consider you the "ringleader" but this is said to you, so) to "blake's" things. (like champ, julie, lipring(sorry if you don't like that nickname, but its what i call you in my head when i think of you. hey look, now you can feel special too!), dan, mark, etc.(i used you guys cause you hav ljs and now you can feel special too!! but more so will and lipring(sorry again if) 'cause i talked directly to them. and even though i'm talking directly to you too, it's a group 'you' and not a personal 'you'. so it's just not AS special.)
i left this window open for a very long time. like, several hours. and now, coming back to it, i still havent studied as much as a should have. nor done my program. but i'm taking a nap. so fuck it.
peace