ehh

Nov 13, 2004 11:36

Its been awhile sence i have updated, cause i know a certan someone who has been reading my journal and takeing notees of what i want to do, and who i'm trying to talk to. From what i heard you, had someone else, and were over me. That doesn't seem quite true now is it? You must still be hung up on me. If this wern't true you wouldn't be trying to turn people against me. Playing mind games. I'm done with you, you can fuck up your life as much as you want. I know what your doing, i might have done it to you a few weeks ago, but i have stopped. I'm just trying to move on in my life. I request that you leave me alone, you take care of youself, don't hang yourself up on trying to destroy me. Your not going to get me back this way. I'm too good for you.

Any ways, i have started a paper journal for me only, this is what i will be writhing in. There seem to be to many randome people reading this thing. Stop asking for numbers and my friends numbers. I will not be giving them out.

I had a good time with martina last night, i hope i will have the joy of her company again soon. I feel like i should try and fix her car for her. It doesn't go over 55 MPH, I let her drive my car, and she had a great time. She came back to my place and played GTA Vice City, SHE FUCKING ROCKS!!!!! First thing she did, after figuring out how to drive, was proceed to run over cops, punch old people, shoot the inocent, and have sex with eight hookers! (she killed the hookers after sex to get her money back). We had some great conversation and i couldn't stop smiling. Just her being here and forgiving me for not talking to her for almost two years. *Trust me.... I wanted to, but i wasn't allowed to* Hopefully i will get her to come to the bar sometime the week with me and the boys, i bet she would have fun. I got an invite to spend some time at her place, and i think i will. Also i just might be trying horse back riding some time soon. Also pending now, I might be changing hair color. ROCK ON!!!! She made me so happy that i almost cried, I handen't felt that good in a long time *2 years*, and i didn't know what i was feeling. Thanks to the guy who gave me her number, turns out it was right, but i took it upon myself to look her up in a phone book, *duh!?* i can't believe i didn't do that sooner.

She made me realize that i can and will be happy.

Peace yall

And to the ex, from what i read, i'm glad i didn't go to the jazz band concert, you know how sensitive to intonation i am. And how bad of a speller i am.

-DJN-
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