Single for 19 years!!

Nov 14, 2005 22:21

Am I totally desperate? I don't mean to be. All I want is a guy to like me for me and not just be attracted to me just for the way I look. I admit...I'm not the most gorgeous girl in the universe. But everyone deserves to be loved. I have many good friends and family and I'm blessed to be loved by them. However, I need a guy. I need a relationship. I just turned 19 on sunday. I can't take it anymore!!! I hate being alone!!!! All I want is to feel loved and know that there's a guy out there that likes me like I like them! I'm just so frustrated! I just can't get myself to do anything else. Anyway...I just wanted to get this out. People say to give it time and it will happen when it will happen. I've given it time. I've given it 19 years!!! Ahhh!!!! Am I that resistable? I'm trying to convince myself that I'm not ugly. I'm trying to convince myself that I'm beautiful. It's just so hard.
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