life right now...
so i finally saw my friends for thanksgiving and it was awesome! the first night everyone minus sarah cuz her plane didnt get in til late, we all went to ihop and i sat in the car trying to hold on to everything that was happening so i could remember when they left, then thanksgiving, which was fun except i didnt feel good after then friday! which was national go shopping day with emily was totally awesome and i bought stuff with money i dont have...yet. hahathen saterday was kinda long and reflective and i got sick by the end of the night. my grandpies getting married soon and i understand why. being alone is nice but when ur lonely its hell. absolute misery. so being with someone else u like or love is important. i'm looking forward to the day i get married and have kids. the whole college party life really isnt for me and personally i think it's a waste of life/time/money. soon i'm going to have to figure out where to go in life and who to go with. people have changed, i have changed, some things haven't changed. only time will tell. ME