yuck college
yah so college is SUPER yah jokeee. haha but it was better on thursday and i dont have classes on fridays soooo that was nice. ugh i HOPE things get better or i might just totally freak out like nobodys business!!!!!!!! i wish i could just figure out what i wanted. and i wish i dunno, im just sad but i'm feeling better since thursday, more positive like the world won't end if i dont live in farmington haha, i think i'll make it alone. which i dont mind. im so used to not having a guy to lean on anyways so it's not a biggg deal. and i went out to dinner tonight so that was fun. wow my grandpies getting married and moving all in a bout 2 months sooooooo things are changing even more here. GEEZ cant people just stop LEAVING! i miss everyone so much but im scared theyre gonna stop missing me! i dont think livejournal is all that great except for monthly updates. anyways im looking at other colleges mostly in penn. who knows what next year holds. :-/ i tihnk i better go. i doubt anyone reads this anyway haha. oh yah home life isnt all that great today either. ugh why cant people get along. when i get married i dont wanna fight with my husband!!! ok bye
~me
~me