Jan 13, 2005 23:23
Happy 17th Birthday JOn Calvo
In other news....
I went crazy yesterday
there was just to much stress, and things to deal with and dissapointments...
well yeah i totally flipped out on my family and had a nervous breakdown
why exactly I am sharing this with the world IDK but I felt like telling you
Anyway what happened was my mom picked me up from songfest practice 40 minutes late
then parked at the church parking lot and said "you are going to mass with me" [my moms a lector so she goes all the time]
now mind you I had just finished three aggravating hours of songfest practice, found out my team lost our mock trial game by a gay tie breaking point,had an immense amount of homework to do, and was supposed to meet at michelles at 8 for a meeting
I HAD NO TIME FOR CHURCH
SO I started freaking out
I needed to get home and my mom wouldnt let me take the car and my brothers car is dangerously effed up
My brother finally came to pick me up but when he did he decided to play bumper tap with my moms already cracked bumper (of the car that is soon to be mine)
I was sooo pissed I got in his car and bitched at him
Then the real bad part happens
I get home and realize that my key for my moms car isnt in my purse
...i left it in the ignition with the car on at church with no one in it
I just wasn't thinking straight
My brother can't take me back because his car is really bad
When my mom finally got home she did the worst thing she could have possibly done to an emotionally unstable person
Instead of yelling at me about the key thing she laughed at me
I freaked out and started crying OMG i was pathetic you have no idea
I just couldnt take anything anymore
The...it gets better
My mom was trying to calm me down and she asked me if I wanted anything
I told I would calm down if she made me a boiled egg... I love egg whites (so racist lol)
But yeah it did calm me down
Im better now
the end
-co-