Everything i want to say

Oct 29, 2009 21:24

 An investigator keeps calling me and i refuse to answer.
"You would really help out the families of the victims if you would do an interview with us"
Jody -im sorry that i cant stand up for Jenny
Reyes- im not keeping my mouth for your sake. i hope you rot in prison for ever.

Things i know-

Reyes was a douche bag. In the beginning he was there for Jenny when she need someone most. When she was terrified to leave her room in fear that her stepfather would once again sexually harass her. He was good to her when she did not want to be alone. They needed each other. Jenny always had me but that was not enough for her. She needed a man to protect her. Reyes was that man. All everyone ever saw was the love and the joy that they shared together...and the occasional fight. But people who were closer to her saw the anger and rage in his eyes and the stories that she told. Everyday was the same story. "what wrong Jenny?" "me and reyes are fighting again." constant fighting and pain. Yet she needed him so much that she let this continue. Even through the slashing of her tires, the stalking, the abuse, him taking her birth control so he could get her pregnant, not letting her out of his sight, even to spend the weekend or eat lunch with me. He was a constant shadow.

In truth...

i know that he was going to do something irrational soon. I did not know that it would be killing her. I wish i would have done something about it. I wish that Jenny would not have been so stubborn and would have listened to me, listened to herself. 
Its not all his fault. Its her fault to, she is the one that kept letting him back in her life after everything, after the restraining order, after the fights and threats. She is the once that kept having sex with him even while she was dating the man she killed.

Jenny- I loved you so much but you were stupid! You could do so much better in life. You were going so far. You were honestly one of the smartest and prettiest girls i knew and yet you were with him. Why? You should have ended it while you still could. You knew that you were digging yourself into a hole. WHY!

Should i talk to the investigator? I dont know. 
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