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This sucks I had a dream were I was left behind again by all my friends because of the time that I have to work and then with school coming and football. Now I am thinking this is how its going to be, I mean I like hanging out with people but I have things I have to do…god I miss having a life.. but hell these are the times that will make me stronger and show that what I get out of it is what I want. Though is it worth it if a person has to walk alone? Good question, but fuck I refuse to sit here and do nothing with my life, I need more then this house around these people that drive me into a crazed rage. That and I need some release for the emotions that I am capping and not speaking on, for many things are really fucked up and I cannot see through the haze to find out what things will look like when I get to the end.