i trust these tears, they're the only truth i know...
well today sucked until about 8pm rolled around. i was sick all day because of the damn cottonwood or whatever the fuck was floating around the air all day. not only was a numb til 6pm because i had some mad dental work done this morning but i couldn't breathe either. and i couldn't sniff cause i couldn't use the muscles in my face...it sucked!! what a terrible day! anyway...i did buy the new pedro the lion today, and it's fucking great! very therapeutic lyrics, this guy is great! musically control was much better, but this album holds its own in the lyrics.
anyway...what else......i saw jessica, brittany, zach, chris, brady, and paul tonight. zach and i had girl talk, we are in the same exact situation and it sucks...oh well...it happens sometimes i guess huh? i also talked with brittany for a while. i fucking love talking to that girl...shes so damn real...she tells you exactly how it is and doesn't hold back. she really made me think tonight and made me reach a very important realization about myself that really helped explain some things. i really think everyone will notice a difference in my attitude...i can't thank her enough. ya know...sometimes i really wish things would have worked out with us, it's too bad they didn't!
tomorrows gonna be rad, besides working from 4-10 i have a pretty good feeling about tomorrow. in the morning, danielle and i are going apt shopping. we're looking for a two bed/two bath in the downtown area. it's hard to find one in all the older buildings. we found a really kick ass place in castleton called amli at the riverbend. they're really nice, and a pretty good price. the only thing is, is its in castleton, that's so far from everyone. but its right on 465...plus the closest bus stop for danielle is like a 20 minute walk.
anyway...after work tomorrow i'm going over to amy's where everyone will already be drunk by the time i get there but it'll be fun nonetheless. i've never hung out with any of these people but they all seem pretty rad, for the most part, so friday should be fun.
saturday will be even more fun. we're going to jessica's...it'll be fun...i get to see tanya again...finally...and pablo too...that'll be rad. i'm not drinking though...no more drinking for this kid...at least for like a month. well, i'm off to bed...unfortunately my mind has been fucking drained tonight (in a good way) therefore i have no moment of zen for you...
**think of yourself for yourself**
anyway...what else......i saw jessica, brittany, zach, chris, brady, and paul tonight. zach and i had girl talk, we are in the same exact situation and it sucks...oh well...it happens sometimes i guess huh? i also talked with brittany for a while. i fucking love talking to that girl...shes so damn real...she tells you exactly how it is and doesn't hold back. she really made me think tonight and made me reach a very important realization about myself that really helped explain some things. i really think everyone will notice a difference in my attitude...i can't thank her enough. ya know...sometimes i really wish things would have worked out with us, it's too bad they didn't!
tomorrows gonna be rad, besides working from 4-10 i have a pretty good feeling about tomorrow. in the morning, danielle and i are going apt shopping. we're looking for a two bed/two bath in the downtown area. it's hard to find one in all the older buildings. we found a really kick ass place in castleton called amli at the riverbend. they're really nice, and a pretty good price. the only thing is, is its in castleton, that's so far from everyone. but its right on 465...plus the closest bus stop for danielle is like a 20 minute walk.
anyway...after work tomorrow i'm going over to amy's where everyone will already be drunk by the time i get there but it'll be fun nonetheless. i've never hung out with any of these people but they all seem pretty rad, for the most part, so friday should be fun.
saturday will be even more fun. we're going to jessica's...it'll be fun...i get to see tanya again...finally...and pablo too...that'll be rad. i'm not drinking though...no more drinking for this kid...at least for like a month. well, i'm off to bed...unfortunately my mind has been fucking drained tonight (in a good way) therefore i have no moment of zen for you...
**think of yourself for yourself**