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yesterday spent the day with my bf.
just laid around, ate, and did homework
picked up hunter and went to bryans party around 9:30
talked, drank, and had fun.
i saw ali from junior high. crazy
i felt like i could see the night unfolding, before it happened.
things.. get crazy and very unfun sometimes.
i feel that i always have to compare myself to others.
i want to be just like everyone else, but i want to be different and myself.
its hard. i dont know what i want
i hate the way i look and the way i feel
im a very jealous person.
ive tried to change, but im a stubborn person.
i want to crawl under my bed.
just laid around, ate, and did homework
picked up hunter and went to bryans party around 9:30
talked, drank, and had fun.
i saw ali from junior high. crazy
i felt like i could see the night unfolding, before it happened.
things.. get crazy and very unfun sometimes.
i feel that i always have to compare myself to others.
i want to be just like everyone else, but i want to be different and myself.
its hard. i dont know what i want
i hate the way i look and the way i feel
im a very jealous person.
ive tried to change, but im a stubborn person.
i want to crawl under my bed.